I love this song a lot and I was just sitting in a car for hours listening to it when this idea popped into my head. I have never done a song fic before but I hope it's any good. The song is by Harry Nilsson.
Without You
No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
I watched as he left the room, and as he pulled the door open, he glanced back. I could see his eyes, his beautiful blue eyes. He looked straight at me, and I could see something in them: pain, suffering or loss, no it looked like…like remembrance.
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
I could see the sorrow in his eyes too, sorrow that I had put there, if I had not broken him, hurt him, stabbed him in the back he would not have that look in his eyes. I could read him like an open book; I can see it in his eyes, his body language, everything about him. He could read me too, well at least as well as anyone could. I thought back to something he had said 'I never understood you'. No, I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrows
I am broken without you but I break you when I am with you, where's the sense in that? All I want is you to hold me, love me, but I threw it all away didn't I, I hurt him to bad.
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now it's only fair that I should let you know
What you should know
He was mine, my man, but I betrayed him, devastated him and his family. Why the hell had I done it? The truth was that I was scared, scared of how much I cared for him and I did what I do best; I ran away, but instead of running away physically all I did was run into the arms of another. My reasoning was if I can sleep with someone else how can I have feeling for him? It didn't quite work out like that, it just proved to me more that I loved him but after that I had completely ruined any chance of a relationship. Then he turned and left the room, just as I was about to speak. I can't live if living is without you
I can't live, I can't give any more
Can't live if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give any more
I can't live without you but I don't seem to be able to live with you, we tried that didn't we? I can't go on another day with this torture, seeing you with her, it breaks me. Who would of know seeing you with her breaks me, me, the ice queen. You have finally broken through my defence but you rejected me in favour of her. It hurts. I told you exactly how I feel, I can't add anymore. All I know is that I can't live without you another day.