Hello, hello, hello. Firstly I apologize if this fanfic is crap. I'm not good with writing but I really enjoy it. Especially with Brittana! I have no idea how to write a fanfic so if I'm doing it wrong let me know! Is my chapter too long, not long enough? ect...
I'm very excited about this because I know exactly where the story is going. There's going to be quite a bit of drama and pain for Brittany and Santana, but just bare with me. The drama is going to be great. Rachel and Quinn have their own stories entwined in this one that will be explained because (well I don't want to give to much away).

Again I apologize if this is all wrong but I love to escape into the Brittana world and I hope you like to jump into this one with me.


"Rachel, I can't stop eating! It's been getting worse over this past week, my stomach is like a bottomless pit! Do you think I should see a doctor?"

Rachel turned to me quickly.

"No Britt no, you're fine, it's probably your body wanting more fuel seen as though you've had your dance exams"
I thought about it, Rachel was probably right. She's always right.

"Yea, yea that will be it, hey I'll catch ya later yea? My shifts done! Have a good night!" .
She quickly nodded and smiled as she hurried off to serve a guy that had just popped up to the counter. As she did I headed out back to leave.

When I moved to New York I was in desperate need for a job. I bumped into Rachel at school, we got talking and she told me about a job going where she worked. It's called Bernie's, it's popular restaurant and bar. She told me that I'd love it and that there were some really cool people who also worked there.

She was right. One girl is Quinn she was pretty, very friendly and sweet but rather quiet, unlike Rachel who was probably the loudest person I'd ever met. I also met Kurt who was like Rachel and actually goes to the same school as us. He's very gay and VERY adorable.

Then there was Santana. I met her on my first shift here. I remember it as clear as day and I will never forget it... Which is really saying something because my memory is terrible. Santana was... is the most beautiful woman in the world. She walked through the restaurant back doors to the break room and everything just stopped, we stared at each other for what seemed like an eternity until she sadly dropped her gaze and avoided me all night. I just always want to be near her, talk to her, get to know her! But each shift we had together we hardly talked. Rachel introduced us and I was so hypnotised by her I could hardly think, she gave a smile, muttered out her name while half smiling and went on with her work. She seemed broken somehow and for some reason i just wanted to help. I didn't understand how I could have such an instant connection with someone who obviously felt differently. Silly me, as usual.

Anyway as I reached the back room where we kept our things, Santana stumbled in finishing her break. I had to say something, after six months of working with her we'd hardly talked and its been driving me insane ever since I first saw her. I was already quite close to Rachel, she was really nice and she always invited me out with her, Quinn, Kurt and Santana. I accepted her invitations quite a lot and I loved being around them, they were captivating and interesting. Especially Santana. She had a smart mouth on her which I loved. She didn't take shit. I just needed to get to know this girl more, but each night out with them ended the same. Santana, Quinn and Rachel would walk away from me and Kurt, they would whisper at the other side of the room while Santana glanced at me painfully before walking out.

But now Santana was at work, she had nowhere to run to.
"Santana!" I practically yelled... I paused and breathed.
"Hi..." I continued nervously and she looked up quite confused as a small grin escaped her lips. She liked me... I knew it.

"Hi Brittany" she said calmly.

"H-how are you?" I managed to stutter.

"Ha, I feel like the living dead!" She exclaimed as she walked past me. I thought that was the end of our conversation until I felt her stop and turn behind me.

"How are you feeling?" She spoke softly, her voice was so soothing. I turned to face her, she was smiling weakly.
What was it about this girl!?

"Hungry as hell! Nothing seems to fill me up!" I grinned probably a little too much because she seemed taken back.

Crap I have to say something else... Ask her out Britt, ask her out...

"Do you wanna catch a bite or something with me sometime? I mean like, you don't have to if you don't want but last time we hung out you left quite quickly and as much as I have really enjoyed hanging out and getting to know Quinn and Rachel id really like to get to know you cos you seem really awesome and-"
I was cut of by a voice behind me.

"She'd love to!" I turned to happily see that it was Rachel. "Wouldn't you Santana?" she added.

"Well, well, well, if it isn't loud mouth berry"... Her voice was the best thing id ever heard. And that sass! Dam.
"But yes, I would like that" she added shyly. She was so confident around everyone else but me. Strange.

"Great, how about tomorrow? Do you wanna go out for lunch or just grab a drink or go clubbing or something!?" I was being way to enthusiastic. "Rachel, you and Quinn and Kurt can come too if you would like?"

"Yea sure, Kurt's working again tomorrow night but Quinn will be up for it! How about red's bar?" She grinned. Dam maybe I shouldn't have invited them.

"Great do ya wanna meet there about 6?"

"Yea sure! Right, I better get back to work before Kurt and Quinn wonder where I am!" She span around happily and left me and Santana stood awkwardly across from each other.

"Id better get back too... I'm looking forward to tomorrow though." She said simply and walked away.

I was heading back to my car when I realised I didn't pick up my phone from the back room. Idiot.
As i was walking back I heard muffled talking inside. I could instantly tell it was Santana. What the hell, why was she in the back room again? I got to the door and stopped, was that Quinn and Rachel in there too? What were they talking about? Whatever it was they didn't want people to hear and Santana seemed frustrated. I thought about turning around and just leaving because I didn't want to intrude... but i can't live two seconds without my phone.

"Shh! Brittany's just outside!" I heard Santana hush them.
Well that was beyond weird... Maybe I was walking or breathing too loud? I do have a tendency to live in my own world and breathe a bit too loud sometimes but.. That was a bit too weird... I couldn't just stand outside when they knew I was there.

Well this is going to be a tad awkward.

I opened the door to see that Rachel had her hands on her hips like a mother hovering over Santana who was slouched on the couch. Quinn was stood with her arms crossed looking blankly at me.

"Uhm hey sorry... I uhm... Forgot my phone." I walked in to look for it.

Crap, I had to ask..

"Santana, how did you know I was outside?.. I um, heard you say I was." I smiled crookedly .

"Well I saw your phone on the coffee table so I just kind of guessed you'd be coming back here and when I heard footsteps I just assumed..."

"Yea of course silly me!" I muttered.

She got up and handed me my phone. My hand slightly touched hers and we both stared into each others eyes. I nodded thankfully. Suddenly the mood in the room became lighter.

Santana finally spoke, "You have the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen, they're so... So Blue" she half whispered the end of that sentence.

I saw Rachel and Quinn look at each other with huge smiles. It suddenly sank in what Santana had just said. I looked at her in awe.

"Thank you Santana." Is all I managed to say.
It went silent so I said a quick see you later to them all, and drove home to a sleepless, hungry night.


"Santana its time!" Quinn shouted as she slammed their apartment door.

"I cant do it Quinn!" Santana spat. Rachel grabbed Santana's arms and squeezed them.

"Yes you can you've waited too long for this, i know you love her and you will regret it forever if you don't give this a shot" Rachel let go of her, took a deep breath in and continued. "You're doing this."

"Rachel's right, San we love you and we've seen you scared and hurt for too long. Do this please" Quinn added.

"How do i know it will work out?"

"You don't , and neither do I, if i knew id tell you. But I know that you want this." Rachel said.

Santana felt sick but she knew Rachel was right. She nodded dejectedly and went upstairs to try sleep, but instead all she could think about was bright blue eyes.

Santana woke up the next day and instantly started looking for clothes to wear for that evening. She was actually really excited about it. She couldn't deny that Brittany was completely amazing. Inside and out. But she still had a sinking feeling about it all.

"You'll look great in anything." Santana turned to see Quinn in her room.

"It's a benefit of being Santana Lopez!" She laughed. Santana knew she was right.

"San if things go wrong tonight, I'm there okay. And so is Rachel. Just chill out."

"Excuse me! Nothing is going to go wrong tonight!" Rachel shouted from the hall.

"Shut up man hands!" Santana yelled in reply. They heard Rachel huff and Quinn continued talking.

"Santana, Rachel and I were talking before and we think its best for you to just relax and stop being shy around her! She likes you, that's obvious. Lets just see how the night goes okay? Try t not be so distant, it'll make things harder."

Santana nodded and continued searching through her clothes.


I woke up this morning to the sun blinding me. I had an amazing dream last night. I can't remember it fully but ever since I had met Santana i didn't have one dream without her in it. Also, I wasn't so God damn hungry in my dream.

It was already 6 o'clock and I was waiting at red's bar for the girls. I'd been here with them before and I adored it because of the dance floor. I was about to check the time when on cue, Santana walked in. It was like slow motion, she was wearing a tight black dress that clung to her skin and her hair was perfect as usual, it made my heart skip a beat. She was the sexiest most beautiful, captivating woman I had ever met in my life.
Rachel and Quinn were right behind her but I couldn't take her eyes off of Santana.

"You look absolutely stunning" I said with wide eyes.

She looked up confidently.

"Thank you gorgeous, so do you!" She winked.

Wow, this was a different Santana.

We all sat at a booth and had small talk about our days. I talked about my run this morning and how id ran further and faster than I ever had before. Santana was really opening up to me, making jokes and conversation. I couldn't get enough of it.

Finally more personal topics came up. I talked about my dancing and where I grew up. Rachel talked about how she was going be famous one day, which we had all already heard from her 1000 times. Quinn talked about how she wants a family, Santana looked at her sympathetically when she said that and I wondered if Quinn had family issues... But that's not something I'm gunna pry about. It was now Santana's turn, she talked about how she's studying music and loves it. The fire of passion in her eyes made her so adorable I just wanted to listen to her talk all day till the end of time. She was so wise and I felt like she was, or was some day going to be a very powerful person. Quinn and Rachel left to dance and Santana looked over at me and smiled, it was like our hearts were beating as one. I could see in her eyes that she wanted me and I knew she could see it in mine. I leaned over to kiss her but she turned away.
"Not yet" she whispered, she was shy again.
She grabbed my hand which sent shivers down my spine and dragged me to the dance floor.
We laughed and danced all night! It was perfect! At one point a gross, sloppy man accidentally bumped into me which made Santana spin around and yell something aggressively in Spanish. It was super sexy. The man looked terrified and didn't come near us for the rest of the night. I was rather thankful for that because he did look kind of creepy.

We all decided to call it a night seen as though it was getting quite late. I hugged them all goodbye but lingered a little longer with Santana's. When I let go I stared at her smile. It made her whole face light up. How could someone be so beautiful? Luckily I could drive myself back home because I didn't drink any alcohol, Santana was intoxicating enough.

I got to my apartment starving. It was worse tonight than it had ever been! What's going on lately? Maybe I really should go to the doctors. I didn't bother turning any lights on, the moonlight through my windows made just enough light to see. I went to my fridge and grabbed any edible food. Cheese, some dried fruit, a yoghurt and something that looked liked old pizza.
I turned around and..

"WHAT THE FUCK" I screamed and dropped my food everywhere. What the hell? Rachel, Quinn and Santana were sat side by side on my kitchen bench.

"HOW THE FU-" I was cut off by Santana.

"Hey Britt, look I know this is weird, we're in your house without even knocking and walking through the door but ... But just chill out okay... Well, there's a reason you're feeling the way you're feeling... Hungry, strong... It's because ... How do I say this, well, Britt... It's because-" Santana didn't finish.

"BRITTANY YOU'RE A VAMPIRE" Rachel yelled.

What?

"What the hell Berry I thought it had to be me to say it?" Santana sighed hopping off the kitchen counter.
"Its true though Britt, you are... well you kind of are...we have a lot of explaining to do." She added.

"Oh and we're vampires too!" Quinn half sang while waving at me.

"Yeeeeaaa. Me, Rach and Quinn here are, um... vampires. Funny story actually. We should probably start explaining now."

My heart was still beating at an unhealthy rate and it was so loud it was almost deafening... When it slowed down I realised what was going on. It was just a joke.

"Ha-ha very funny guys, stop being dicks you almost gave me a heart attack, you're not vampires, you're freaks."

"Told ya she wasn't gunna believe it" Quinn said.

"Shut up Fabray! Britt, its true. How did we get to your apartment before you? How did we get in?" Santana walked closer to me, I put my hand up to stop her. I was trying to think this through.

"Britt... Just look" Santana opened up her mouth and fangs seemed to sparkle in the darkness of my apartment. I stumbled backwards but Santana grabbed me before I fell.

"So you have sharp teeth, big deal! What the actual fuck, is this real? Am I dreaming, did I pass out or something cos I swear I didn't drink!" I put my hand to my head to try remember.

"You're not dreaming love" Santana smirked.

"I am, I'll wake up soon." my breath shook.

Santana came a little closer and spoke. "Here I'll prove its not! Quinn, Rachel you know what to do!"

And just like that Quinn and Rachel seemed to disappear. I looked at Santana scared and confused.

"We're really fast!" she laughed.

"So, that doesn't prove this isn't a dream, if anything it proves it is!" I said smugly.

"That's not what I'm showing you, hold my hand!" She smiled at me and i felt... Safe, despite what she had just told me. I reached out and as soon as our fingers entwined we were on my apartment buildings roof.

"What the fuck?" I yelled. "How the frick did you do that, are you really that fast?" I could barely comprehend what just happened.

"Yes, we're really that fast." She smirked again, she was enjoying this. "Okay, now. To prove this isn't a dream. You know how in a dream, when you start to fall your body wakes you up because it thinks you're going to die?" She spoke slowly so i could follow what she was saying.

"Yea, that sinking feeling wakes me up" I said and nodded to show I was following.

"Weeelll, about that." And without warning she pushed me right off the apartment building.

I started scream and the sinking feeling came, I knew I was close to the ground but I didn't wake. Shit I'm gunna die. I'm actually going to die!

Suddenly I felt hands gracefully grab me. I opened my eyes to see Rachel had caught me without effort. Quinn was stood beside her smiling smugly. I was shaking with fear.

"Okay, okay I'm not dreaming, I believe you, please don't ever shove me off the top of a building EVER again"
I lifted my head back to see Santana was already stood on the other side of Rachel. I felt very, very sick.

"Quinn go sort out the people who heard or saw this will ya?" Santana asked, Quinn nodded and disappeared.

"What the, what the..." Is all I managed to get out before I fainted.