Hey everybody! This is my first Grey's Anatomy fic. It is probably just going to be a one-shot unless I get a gigantic amount of people craving more. :) Anyways tell me what you think! And enjoy the angsty-ness of it all. oh and enjoy the April/Jackson love. This is mostly Lexie/Mark but it is all about April/Jackson.

Ps. I own nothing or else I wouldnt be spending my time pretending I do.

Lexie Gray sat alone in the on call room after an especially stressful day in the ER. A man had come in with a pen jabbed in the side of his neck after getting in a heated argument with this teenage son. Lexie and Dr. Hunt had been able to retract the pen without it hitting his carotid artery but it still didn't make dealing with the grumpy man an easier. However, he was long gone and now she sat quietly for the first time in the last 24 hours, contemplating the day when a long creak from the door stirred her from her dream like state.

"Oh sorry. I didn't know you were in here... I'll just leave." stated a dejected looking Mark Sloan who stood slumped in the doorframe. He began turning away when a wave of apathy flooded the youngest Grey's mind. Even if they were broken up, he still had quite a bit of power over her emotions. 'Awe what the hell.' she thought mindlessly.

" You know what Mark you can come sit. But no funny business, I'm trying to be nice. I am with Jackson now and I need you to respect that."

" Well that's a joke if I've ever heard one." retorted The sleepy-eyed surgeon.

"Excuse me? "

The more experienced doctor took a long breath and then laid down before finally giving in. "Never mind. Forget it Lexie be happy with Jackson, whatever just let me sleep."

The small yet determined women next to him put up her resolve and began to anxiously demand an answer. "Mark give it up already what are you trying to get at. Stop being a damn preschooler and tell me!"

By then with the raised voice and cussing which only came out of her delicate mouth when she was especially mad , he knew he couldn't keep it to himself any longer . "Lexie , as much as it may seem contrary , my single goal in life is not to make you miserable. I love you still and I know somewhere, not even that deep down you love me too so I'll just say it."

"Finally!"

"Jackson is obviously in love with April"

" What! Mark get the hell out! You have no right to talk out your ass at me about my boyfriend!"

"Hey calm down I'm not talking out my ass and you know it! You see the way they look at each other, how it's so easy for them to just be there together... That's exactly what we had . They love each other. They just don't know it yet. Or maybe one does and they are just to afraid to act on it because they are best friends. How should I know? But I do know they really do love and care about each other! Jackson may be completely oblivious but I bet April knows somewhere deep down. Deep down where she tries to hid everything about herself from he world. It's defiantly hidden but she knows."

Lexie just sat there shell-shocked for a minute before even blinking. Then the little voice inside her head thought back to all those little moments, Jackson punching out Alex, April comforting Jackson after a nightmare, their smiles at each other in the hallway, barely noticeable but there. And suddenly she knew Mark was right and there was nothing she could do about it ...

Jackson and April really were meant to be together.

Hope you liked it ! Please review and tell me what you think:)