A/N: My next attempt at a story, let me know if you like it. rather short one-shot.
Warnings: cheating and implied suicide
Sensations:
I can still feel her breath on my face. I'm betraying him, but I don't stop her.
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I feel her breath on my face, warm and soft in the moonlight. I lie, ready and pliant and her hand is creeping up my thigh. I gasp, this isn't right, I'm betraying him. But I don't stop her. And now I feel him, he's slipping away, leaving me behind. But I don't stop her. And suddenly he's gone, but I don't stop her.
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I see them leave, my lover and my best friend. He's been slipping from me, and now I know he's gone for good. I feel like crying, but I won't. I'm not aloud to cry, it was bred out of me long ago. I leave slowly, hurting a little more with each step I take. Alone in seclusion I can feel how he's betraying me. He's making everything we had seem dirty to me, and yet I know that with just one touch I would be back in his arms. So my revenge shall be sweet and I will never be his to touch again. I'll never fall back into his arms after this. As my life slips away, I find peace at last; solace in that he knows I'm gone.
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I can still feel her breath on my face. I'm killing him, but I don't stop her.