little a/u before I start:I don't have the book, so I'm not quite sure if its

Nathan or Nathaniel, if I screwed up I am eternally sorry, and you can have my

flying midget of doom, Mrs. Anderson.

This Is Our Time

discription: a bunch of fluff about Mattie and Nathaniel, I love romance novels,

and I'm not afraid to admit it, I'm just terrible at writing them!

Four weeks have passed by since the first frost, and mother's homecoming.She is

well, but still needs a long nap during the day. She tries to hold off until the

lunch hour customers are gone, but she rarely does. I was at the market, making

my way home when a pair of hands carefully snuck around my waist and snatched an

apple out of my basket. I smiled, not needing to turn to know who it was. For

some reason, I leaned back against the medium frame of Nathaniel, content as

ever. He wasn't expecting that, but he did not pull away. I could feel him smile

behind me, feel him move so that our bodiess would conform more easily. Ever

since mother came back, and he began to be paid for his work from master Peale,

we had become so very close. Talking almost every other hour, hugging in public,

and being so close to each other. What we were doing now was concidered quite

inapropriate, but all the stand owners, and most of my mother's friends knew I

had a good head, and that Nathaniel had honor.

"Mattie?"

"What?"

"is there something wrong love?"I turned to him, shocked by his words. Love. He

had called me love? What made him so brash? I thought for a fleeting moment that

he was joking, but then, I only saw the kindness in his eyes. No teasing, no

mocking. Only pure and loving kindness. I don't know what made me do what I did

next, I don't know if it was the stress of everything: running the coffee shop

now that Eliza's married, taking care of Nell, My grandfather dead, mother being

so sick, and I having a god-awful cold, but I placed my arms around his neck,

and leaned into him, tears slowly welling up. He was taken aback and leaned back

slightly.Then, he softened and wrapped his arms around me, taking my basket and

setting it next to us. He pulled me to the side of the street, between two

houses, and unlatched my arms from his neck.

"What's wrong Mattie?" he asked and brushed his hand against my cheek. I stared

up at him with tear stained eyes.

"I'm just so exhausted, so terribly exhausted.Mother needs attending and so does

Nell, and I'm running the coffee shop with only one other helper, and she's just

the cook. I have to take care of the spills and services. Why did Eliza have to

leave? Then, Gradfather isn't here to help or take care of me. Everything is so

terribly muddled."I felt like such a baby crying to him like this.

"oh, Mattie." he sighed and hugged me close. The German egg sellers smiled at

each other, as they gazed upon us. Finally we broke, and I wiped the tears from

my eyes with his hankerchief. He pulled something from his pocket and pressed it

into my palm. I glanced down at it. It was a small painting of lilies on a

cameo, hung on a thin leather cord.

"An early christmas present" he explained as I gazed apon it. The lillies were

expertly painted and etched, and the leather on the cord was so soft it could be

mistaken for cotton.We smiled as he tied it onto my neck. It hung delicately

across my upper chest(get your MINDS OUT OF THE GUTTERS PEOPLE,NOT THAT LOW).

"I always promised I'd bring you everlasting flowers Mattie." I laughed and

picked up my basket as we made our way back into the streets. He took my hand

and held it throughout the entire trip through the market. As I stood examining

winter cabbages, I heard two elderly ladies wispering.

"that's the Cook child. then the others Nathaniel Bension."

"Such a lovely couple"

"indeed, a match made by god no less"

I stopped from poking a rather aweful looking cabbage, and stood up straight,

contemplating. DID I want to marry Nathaniel?

of course not, he's a painter, not even!

he's been you're best friend for years!

your mother would not approve.

The words swarmed around me like flys around hunny (HOW DO YOU SPELL HONEY!??...

oh.... heh heh...) However, they soon floated away. All I could think about was

how I would love to kiss Nathaniel Bension....

Nathaniel was tapping me on my shoulder and calling my name "Mattie? Mattie?"

"Yes? What, I'm fine" I scrambled to say, then picked out a cabbage half

hazardly.I tossed some coins at the market... er and began to walk back to my

house. Mother would be sleeping by now. So would Nell. Nathaniel did not hold my

hand on the way back, but he did walk rather close to me as we made our way

along the Ice caked streets. The streets by the market had so many feet on it,

it had turned to slush. However, here, 4 blocks away from the market the ice had

not melted, and it was slippery ,and thick. Nathaniel did not stray far from my

shoulder during our entire trip, which took more that a quarter of an hour, for

there was much ice, and it was slow going. I almost slipped many times, but

Nathaniel was always there to steady me. Darn him, but he was so surefooted and

careful, he did not slip once. He offered to carry my basket for I had dropped a

few turnips once when I had slipped. I politely delcined.

We were only half a block from my house when I almost slipped again, throwing

the fresh loaf of bread from my basket. I sighed, then kneeled carefully to pick

it up.Nathaniel had stopped for me, but was urgeing me to hurry, he was frozen

to the bone. I grumbled something unladylike, then begun to stand up. Suddenly,

a strong gust of wind got me when I was unbalanced and toppled me over,

revealing my bloomers, and spilling everything but the eggs out onto the ice.

Nathaniel scurried to pick everything up, whilst I tried to retain some of my

dignity. I stood up, and picked up my basket, praying that my eggs were not

damaged. He was just picking up a scraggly preserved lemon, when I heard a

THUMP and I was knocked from my feet. I screeched, and fell on Nathaniel,

clutching the eggs and pastries to my chest.ONe of the pastries broke on my

face, and I was covered in rasberry jam and crossaint. Nathaniel was laughing at

me as he stared up at me from under my basket. I just realized the suggestive

position we were in and promptly got off of him, blushing. He looked perturbed

that I had removed my self from him, but broke out into laughter asI tried to

stand up again, but promptly fell. I felt strong arms pulling me out of the

snow, and a soft mitten wiping snow and rasberry pastry off of my cheek.

"You look like a snow beast." he chuckled.

"and you look like a snow-farmer" I retorted BADLY. he smiled out of good grace,

and placed the bounty in my basket.

"Let's go the rest of the way on our knees, that way, we won't have to fall so

great of a distance."I nodded, for I was too sore, and too tired to say

anything.

"Mattie say something" he pleaded, as we began out crawl down the street, each

of us carrying one side of the basket.

"I think I broke my jaw"

He laughed hard and smiled, slightly evily.

"then let me kiss it better." I was so taken aback by his words, that I didn't

respond, nor bash him away when he placed his lips apon mine. Nor, after he had

pulled back, did I do anything.I stood there, and stared ,barely breathing.

Nathaniel smiled and snapped his fingers infront of my face.

"Wake up girl, we have to drag this basket back to your house, and I'm not

carrying you both." that woke me up.

"HOW DARE YOU CALL ME ANYTHING BUT MY NAME! WHAT A SIGn OF DISRE..." he was

laughing at me, guaffing even. I was shocked, but kept walking.

"Mattie, you'r e the most wonderful girl I know." he said between gasps of

laughter. I was startled ONCE AGAIN.

and suddenly ,furious.

"Nathaniel Bension, if you say those things to any other girl, I will hunt you

down and skewer just like my Grandfather did to those brits!" He sobered up

pretty fast, then looked at me as we kept on walking.

"A man only says those things to the woman he intends to marry Mattie".

I stopped, intends to marry?

"Yes, Mattie. When we're older. I will ask you to marry me."

I threw my arms around him and kissed him square on the lips.

"Nathaniel Bension, I would marry you any time of any day. EVER."

" I... love you Mattie."

I just smiled.

THEN END OR IS IT???