HUMAN NAMES USED! for those who dont know them...
Iceland: Emil
Denmark: Matthias
Norway: Lukas
Finland: Toni
Sweden: Berwald
Italics means either dreams or thought process
Does this hallway go on forever…
Where is he…
Don't tell me he's gone…
He wouldn't leave me…
Where did he go…
I'm scared…
….
There he is…
Why is walking away…
Don't go…
Stop…
I can't reach him…
"NORWAY"
"GAAAAH"
Iceland shot up from his sleep, sweating, and tears running done his face. That dream again… no… that memory again. For the past 2 months, every other night, he's been re-living that day again; the day Norway left for Sweden's and left him with Denmark. Even though that happened so long ago, the day traumatized him greatly. He was very young when that happened. Feeling too hot to lay back down, Emil got up from bed and went to the kitchen to get him some coffee.
Unlike the other countries, the personification of Iceland lived in a 1 bedroom apartment barely even 700 sq ft. He never did see the need for a larger home since it was just him and as long as he had fast internet he was happy where ever. Sipping his coffee, he walked out to his tiny balcony and enjoyed the view from his place on the 3rd level his apartment was on.
"Tsk…. Why…"
Why do I keep dreaming about it… I don't want to remember it…
Normally he would have these conversations with Mr. Puffin but he was sleeping soundly on his perch. Now those were days he wants to remember, before the Nordics, before governments, when it was just him and the puffins.
Finishing up his coffee he went back inside, he set his cup down, sat himself on his couch, and opened his laptop. When he couldn't sleep, he would join the many people who scrolled at night on Tumblr. Sometimes, Prussia would message him and ask stupid questions that made him smirk. Tonight though there was none… just him and the refrigerator tag. As he was scrolling he heard a noise come from his laptop like a message being sent, but he couldn't find the source. He kept scrolling liking and reblogging pictures, the alert noise still going off. Finally he closed all his tabs only to find out it was his skype going off. Frustrated that he closed out his spot on tumblr for nothing, he got on skype to see who messaged him.
"ugh I don't really want to be talking with you right now…"
Denmark had spammed their chat with "WHY ARE AWAKE" "IT'S PAST YOUR BEDTIME" "GET OFF TUMBLR" "AT LEAST STOP REBLOGGING FRIDGES" etc. He made himself invisible and got back on tumblr. He should have just signed off because almost the second he went invisible Denmark called him for video chat. Sighing, he grudgingly answered the call.
"HEY Emil why are you awake? Isnt it like 3 am in your country"
"3:58 and I that nightmare again so I don't really want to talk"
"Emil you know you can talk to me about it… I don't like you being upset and I can't something about it"
"I'm sorry… I just…. "
"GAH I wish I was at your house so I can just… wrap my arms around you and hug you and make ALL those nasty nightmares go away"
"….. I'm not a kid Matthias… please don't treat me like one… I already get enough of that from Lukas"
"WHICH BY THE WAY WHY ARE YOU IGNORING HIM YOU KNOW I'M THE ONE THAT HAS TO HEAR ABOU IT"
"I know and I'm sorry… again"
"Hey no I'm sorry it's just he's been really worried about you cuz I don't know… you haven't talked to him in two months"
"Yeah…. "
"…. Are your nightmares about him?"
"…."
"…Emil?"
"Sorry… yeah… yeah they are…"
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"Not really"
"Alright then, WELL I'm goin to bed now. Me and Lukas are hangin out tomorrow and if I don't meet him on time this time I'll have to pay for lunch AGAIN"
"He's goin to make you pay anyways you know that… well bye"
"GOODNIGHT"
Emil closed his laptop and set it off to the side. He didn't want to go back to bed, but his body was tired and his eyes were heavy. Regardless of what his mind was saying, he went to bed.
…I don't want to dream please… don't let me dream…
So how did i do? Its been a while so I hope every thing was good! please review and thank you for reading! I'll have the next chapter up as soon as possible~