"G-ghoul?! You are ghoul?" your eyes widen "Yeah" the red-eyed nodded. "And I always thought you're wearing contacts!" your opened mouth turned into wide smile "Cool! My boyfriend is a ghoul!". "Lilly, don't joke like that" he looked to the side with guilty and annoyed face "I'm not! It's really thrilling feeling. But... I will have to die, right?" you smiled weakly "I'm so sorry. You were usually late for the meetings. I thought I'll have time to eat what is left before you see me". You reached your hand towards his cheek and rubbed gently to clean the blood off "Oh Uta..." "If there was a chance, possibly... Would you become a ghoul for me and be like me? Understand my pain, my life and my hunger?" he asked as his kagune showed up "Yes, I would" you smiled sweetly. His guilty face turned suprised "But you have brother, both parents. Why leave them?". "I love you. They wouldn't accept you. Meaning us. They are moving out anyways and leave me here alone. Kaneki needs medicine which is not available in this ward. The ward 16 is his only hope now. And I... Can look after myself already, can't I?" you smiled weakly. "Lilly... If I only knew..." his face went guilty again "I have a favor to ask" you smiled through tears "Kill me and eat me. That way, you will remember me. Through my taste" "I can't" he looked to the side with pain "4th ward, our ward is going to be entirely exterminated. There are too many ghoul attacks found already. Guess it was because of your fights along with Renji against the doves. He didn't realise I know about him too. I will die and I want to at least choose my own death. Eat me and move to district 20. There is a Cafe named Anteiku. I've overheard talk of two ghouls, I think... I know the smell of blood well. They had it all over their breath" you smiled weakly. Uta hesitated with killing you "Do it. Do it please as long as I believe that this is what I want" you kissed him. The black kagune ran through your belly "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry I hurt you" he supported you when your legs became too weak to keep you up. "I'm so sorry for everything!" he started to cry "Don't be sorry for the best thing I ever had in my life. You were great ruler of 4th ward, Uta" you smiled with blood dropping from your mouth already. His eyes widen on your words "Lilly..." he thrusted his hand into own belly and pulled out guts, he cut it with cry and thrusted into your wound moving it inside as if cutting and connecting "I will regenerate easily... There is a hope for you still" he said "No Uta..." you cried "Please... Kill me and live without me". "I can't possibly kill you!" he cried. "Hn..." you smirked "Remember that blonde haired girl in violet dress which you ate before our first date?". The blonde-haired froze in shock "You knew I am a ghoul all this time?". "Silly..." you smiled sweetly and ran finger through his hair "I always was 40 minutes before time... Black hair would fit you..." "Oh Lilly..." he sobbed "I cannot live with you nor without you" you smirked "Nec possum tecum vivere, nec sine te". A sharp pain started in your belly, but it wasn't because of his kagune. It was something else, unbearable "Ah!" you cried. Black out.
When you woke up, you checked your phone. You were sure it was 6th when you checked it last time before meeting a blonde-haired boy. Now the phone was showing 12th "Six days..." you covered your mouth. The boy that changed you into ghoul. Well-known look. Trust. Was he your brother? No. It was far more beyond brother-sister love. You remembered the kiss. "emKill me, eat me/em" "strongemWould you become a ghoul for me and be like me? Understand my pain, my life and my hunger?/em/strong" his question and your answer "emYes/em". This flash-back ran through your head. Your name "Lilly". Brothers name? "Kaneki". The boys name... Blank "Darn it...".