Here we are, this world is going to collapse. Everyone is pointing their weapons to us, Hakuryuu-niisan, Judar-kun, Alibaba-kun and me. My name is Aladdin, I'm a traveller, a magi, there is no more to know about me.

Actually, we are against the whole creation, our ideology against the other's. We fight to win. We want to make them open their eyes and see the reality.

I am exhausted, my robes are teared and some parts black because of the fire. Arms, face, chest are bleeding. The blood oozes fiercely from the wounds, the ardour that burns my skin. The rough breath, air that enters urgently to my lungs and goes out trying to catch the breath in vain. My arms shake but I'm still firm, gripping my staff and not falling directly to the death. The least magoi that runs through my body keeps me conscious. That is all I need now. The rukh tries to introduce more energy inside, but my body assimilates it slowly. Maybe it is too much, at least I can live...

Live...

"What a strange word it is..." I exhale air with my wide-open mouth.

The world we know is going to break up, we are all walking on thin ice. Between good and evil, life and death, prevail and perish. The responsibility to return everything to normality.

I can't go on and I'm just looking. I don't know when I became a spectator that it is watching in slow motion to my king candidate fighting against our enemies.

I thought...

I start to think again, reviving each instant of my life since my birth until this moment. What was at the beginning and the end that made me change, little by little. Myself turning into something I've never expected to be. A person that is surrounded by people I love so much. Each person that crossed my way during my life made me what I am now. Their names, their faces appear in my mind like a river, some make me remember a happy memory. However, my world stopped with her...

She...

I want to break the chains that keep this wold full of lies. I am not doing this only for them, but you. I can't stand seeing how you are willing to end up in a massive suicide, you would have never agreed to this if you'd had the opportunity to choose. Everything you had done to rise up, to carry on with your life despite those who had hurt you. I can't let that happen... I won't be in vain.

I'm aware you will never take my hand, to your mind I'm just a little kid that once bothered you. A child you will never get on well. I'll be always behind someone else you appreciate more. Alibaba has an important place in your heart, isn't it? But it doesn't matter, because thanks to him you are alive, I can see you smile truly every day. That's why, we are fighting against the whole universe. In spite of not being the one who brings you back, I'll will bring all I have.

Don't give up so easily! You didn't suffer so much pain to end up in suicide! I feel anger when I think that my voice can't reach you. It's worthless because you will never hear me.

We always yearn to have things that we will never have, yet those dreams make us have hope. Nevertheless, our dreams not always come true.

I dreamed...

With a family that I would never have, but I have friends that are like one. Sometimes something similar can convince the loneliness that a person feels on his heart.

I dreamed...

That one day I would see this huge world and I achieved it though who I wanted to travel with was not totally there with me. Ugo-kun, you might be watching me from the Sacred Palace with mom and dad. Am I doing it right? Am I disappointing you? I've discovered so much here, I've won a lot and lost to... I made friends. I laugh. I smiled. I made happy memories. Looking at my past, I know that I get something more precious, love someone. Not as a friend or family, I mean a love that goes far away. A feeling that makes you sigh and lose yourself in the eyes of the loved one.

I have an illusion...

Something small for some, but something so big for me. I wonder I it will be real or it will end as a memory of my youth. Be loved by the person I want. I'm pretty sure she will be the remembrance of my first love. You will always have a special place in my heart. Or life may give me the chance and this feeling won't be a flash of my past.

"Why I can't reach your heart?" I muttered in a low voice.

I first I couldn't put up with you, you were an exasperating woman that I look feeling kind weird. However, without realising what I had thought about you changed completely. It was love... I noticed it too late, when three years passed by and you were so far from me. Yearning to see you. The emptiness that I had felt made me realise. I smile when I think this.

Whatever happens, I will always be by your side. You can always rely on me, even though you don't see me in the same way I do. What I feel will never change, I'll never hate you because of that. My love will always grow Kougyoku and it's only for you. You, the owner of my heart, who made me know what is love. You, the person I would give my life I it was necessary without hesitation.

After a few minutes, that seem to be years, I throw myself again into the fight to help my best friend. Every time I see you, I feel I'm more strong.

Suddenly, I look at the sun, which I can hardly see because of the grey clouds. Thin rays of sunlight cover my face. My eyes close, I sigh and in a low voice I say:

"If this world doesn't destroy... If we all can live here... Will I have a chance to have a special place in your heart Kougyoku-oneesan?"

My strange confession is heard by Alibaba-kun, who arches the brow confused. I ignore him and focus on what is important...

Save this world, this world that I will always protect to see you smile again.

N/A

Heeeey hello everyone! XD

This is my first fanfic in English, it's a translation of one I've written in Spanish a year ago or two. I started to write this version some months ago, but I was too busy to continue writing. I'll do more fics in English (maybe translation of those wrote in Spanish).

Remember that I'm learning English, it's not the lenguaje I use very often in my country so don't be surprised if you see any kind of mistake. You can tell me and I'll correct them, I hope you all will understand what I write X'D

Noami-chan