A/N: Thanks to my beta CalculusWasTough for catching mistakes! Hope you all enjoy! :)
It's painful to see him.
He's so perfect.
He's my enemy.
I need him close.
It feels like I've known him my whole life.
I have.
Brave. Foolish.
Moral. Dedicated.
Cunning. Loyal.
Amazing.
I need a body. I need to see him-
really see him.
With eyes.
Talk to him.
Show him I care.
Do I? Can a monster care?
I do.
Soon.
He's beautiful.
He's evil.
He understands. What being suffocated is like. Suffocated- but alone. He wouldn't let me be alone.
No, he'd let me join the dead.
But the way he looks at me-
Dumbledore told me once- he doesn't know love.
I want to talk to him,
Look at Ginny. Dying. This. Is. Him.
No. Not really-
He killed them. My parents.
He...
Nothing to say for him.
I'm so sorry.