In elementary, I always denied these feelings.

In high school, I stopped denying and waited for the right time.

Now, in college, I just can't wait anymore.

I arrived at last in school.

The first one I see is Mikan.

Mikan.

If she just knew what is behind this cold mask.

I slowly approached her. As I approached her, I noticed her friends left.

There she was so perfect.

Sitting on the gazebo surrounded by flowers.

Long brunette hair, I could drown all day smelling.

Auburn eyes, I can stare at all day.

Smooth fair skin, how I wish they could be against mine.

Her red lips, I could feel against mine.

She will never know the feeling she gives me.

I slowly walked towards her.

Her eyes on me.

Roses behind my back.

I sang a song for her.

I'm on my way by Boyce Avenue

I wasn't there the moment

You first learned to breathe

But I'm on my way, on my way

I wasn't there the moment

You got off your knees

"I may not be there with all of your firsts."

But I'm on my way, on my way

I stopped in front of her.

I caressed her red cheeks.

And continued singing this song.

Lay down

And come alive in all you've found, All you're meant to be

For now

Wait until the morning light

Close our eyes to see

Just close your eyes to see

A tear must have formed in my eye

When you had your first kiss

But I'm on my way, on my way

So leave a space deep inside for everything I'll miss

Cause I'm on my way, on my way

"I must've punched the guy you had your f irst kiss with if I was there."

She giggled.

Lay down

And come alive in all you've found

All you're meant to be

For now

Wait until the morning light

Close our eyes to see

Just close your eyes to see

And when you feel no saving grace

Well I'm on my way, on my way

And when you're bound to second place

Well I'm on my way, on my way

So don't believe it's all in vain

Cause I'm on my way, on my way

The light at the end is worth the pain

Cause I'm on my way, on my way

"And when you're down, I'll always be here in our cherry blossom tree for you to cry on."

I'll be there the moment

You come out in white

Cause I'm on my way, on my way

"But I won't miss the most important thing. The time when you will be in a white dress walking on the aisle on your way to the altar."

I kneeled.

I saw tears running from her eyes.

She was smiling.

"Miss Mikan Yukihira Sakura, will you spend your forever with me, Natsume Hyuuga whom you so despise and love?"

I got the roses.

In the midst of the roses, there lay an opened box with a ring.

She nodded.

I got the ring and put it on her hand.

She hugged me.

I hugged her like never before.

I was smiling wholeheartedly.

She would never know what she can do to me.

"I love you, Mikan."

N/A: My first one shot. I felt good writing this. :)