Inner Love. Or Despair?
Disclaimer – I do not own Lab Rats - All rights go to Disney XD.
Written from Chase's point of view.
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Love. That one word can mean so much. Good or bad.
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I walked aimlessly through the corridors of school wracking through my brain trying to process the recent events. I had been disabled from the group. Davenport had discovered my recent feelings for a certain brunette. Bree. The way her eyes sparkled in the light or how her laugh sounded like 1000 angles brightening up a room. But what did that matter anyway. Bree would never see me like that. She had her idiot jock of a boyfriend Ethan. In fact she would never see me again anyway after today. At Davenports request I was being shipped to England to futher my training and to be wiped of all memory of Bree. All I had to do now was finish my last day of school without making Leo, Adam, Tasha and especially Bree suspicious. It was breaking my heart knowing that I had to leave without saying a proper goodbye. But I had to forget about that now. I had 6 hours of school ahead of me to complete.
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As I walked into the house for the last time I was hit with a wave of emotion. Tonight was going to be tough. I looked across onto the sofa where Bree sat eating a tub of ice cream watching some chick flick. I felt my heart break just looking at her. I would miss her. Well until my mind was wiped that was. I ran upstairs until she could notice me. As I walked into my room I saw Davenport packing up the last of my stuff. He looked at me with disappointment. I glared back with hate. He thought my feelings were idiotic. That's why he had disbanded me from the group. I couldn't help who I loved. It wasn't like it was incest or something. Bree and I aren't even blood related. We only share the same last name. Like how Twilight has the Cullen siblings. I snapped out of my thoughts and turned my attention to what Davenport was doing. He had marked my stuff to –
KEEP
CHASE TO TAKE
BIN
RECYCLE
I felt even worse looking at the boxes knowing that this was actually happening now. I was leaving. I let go of a breath I hadn't even realised I was holding. I heard a noise coming from behind me. I looked up to see Bree standing in the doorway of my room. I sank down to floor crying. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I felt arms around me and heard calming words be whispered into my hair. I shook Bree off me and ran out of the room. Behind me I could hear Bree shouting at Davenport asking why my stuff was packed. It was then I decided. If I had to live my life without Bree, there was no life worth living. I ran down to lab and grabbed Bree's laser gun. After gaining hold of it I raced upstairs to the roof. As I got up there I stumbled across Bree. Luckily she hadn't heard me. Knowing this was the last time I was to see her I savoured it. Then I heard a gunshot. I knew it wasn't me so I looked up. I saw Bree lying on the floor surrounded by an ever growing pool of blood. I raced over to her to find her still breathing. She whispered "I couldn't live without you, Davenport told me everything, You love me?" I felt my break. Bree had cut her life short because of me. "I do!" I replied. "I loved you to" Bree cried. My broken heart soared to that line. I grabbed the gun and shot myself. I leant over Bree and kissed her. The pain flew away instantly. Bree kissed back passionately. I felt her heart slow down like mine was. I moved over to the side of her holding her in my arms. I felt her fall limp in my arms as I started to black out as well. The only thing on my mind was Bree as I slipped into unconsciousness.
Love or Despair? Definitely Both.