Disclaimer: Final Fantasy VII
belongs to Squaresoft…not me…if you can comprehend that.
Warnings:
1. CloudxTifa
2. Waff
(Warm and Fuzzy Feeling)
3. Alternate
Universe
4. High
school
I have never done high
school fics before so this might sound awkward. I'm not used to this.
A Million More
By: Kawaii Kitsune
"Hey, have you received a valentine
yet?"
A giggle… "Nope. But I know he'll give
me one soon. I just know it! He's so adorable and we love each other so much!"
It was all
over school. Valentine's Day was just around the corner and every girl was
practically giggling about it. The fact that their boyfriends or crushes might
be writing them letters, sending them gifts, and so on with their little
prizes, made her dislike Valentine's Day even more. It wasn't that she wasn't
into Valentine's Day but the love hanging around was enough to make her gag.
Her friends loved Valentine's Day and she saw no point for having a day full of
affection and love. It was shown everyday, yet people needed a day all to
itself.
"Aw, you have to love Valentine's Day!
You get gifts for crying out loud!" Yuffie nudged her friend and smiled. "You
know, you must have love there in your heart!"
"I do. I love my parents, don't I?"
Tifa felt uncomfortable when she brought up her parents. It sickened her, and
there was no way in hell that she would tell her friends why.
"That doesn't count!" Her other friend
piped up. She twirled a strand of hair around her finger and scooted Tifa
further down the bench so the three of them could watch the boys play
basketball.
"Okay, Tifa. We're going to be playing
a game. Point out to a guy on the court and that will be the person whom you
like, okay?" Aerith suggested.
"No." It was a simple answer. They
both brought up the same suggestion every time it was close to Valentine's Day.
Why? Because they wanted to hook her up and every time she'd give them the same
answer. Somehow the word didn't stay in their heads for too long.
Minutes passed and the players were
starting to head off to the changing room. Yuffie squealed and took Aerith and
Tifa by the arms and dragged them over. When they were there, she pushed the
door in a tiny bit and took a peek, Aerith also taking one. Tifa grumbled and
slid down the wall.
This is pathetic…
She didn't see what was so interesting
in watching boys change. Honestly, it was disgusting that people would actually
want to see boys change. Since when was the word "privacy" overlooked?
She clipped her hair up for the complete boredom was starting to overwhelm her.
"Gosh, he is so cute! Hey, look Aer!
It's your boyfriend. God," Yuffie practically swooned when all the guys took
off their jerseys. One in particular was enough to make a girl drool and he
happened to be Tifa's good friend. "Ack! They're coming! Act natural." They
both sat down next to Tifa, who sighed.
"Hey, girls. Yuffie," He grinned and
picked her up, twirling her around. She yelped in delight. Aerith was leaning
on her boy's shoulder. His sparkling blue eyes were staring ahead while his arm
was around his girlfriend. He looked down at the jaded girl with the crimson
eyes and smiled. He tossed his jersey over to her, which landed over her head.
"Hey! Oh…thanks Cloud." She put it on
and stretched out. It was a routine they both did. After every game, he would
give her his jersey. It was a sign of good friendship…to Yuffie, however, it
looked like Cloud was flirting. She always thought she and Cloud would make a
good couple, yet Tifa only saw them as friends so it didn't help.
Tifa stood up and brushed herself off.
"Where to?"
"The store. I need to get stuff." Yuffie
said and they all started for the boys' motorcycles; Aerith behind Cloud,
Yuffie behind Reno, and Tifa behind Vincent. Reaching the drugstore, they
hopped off and roamed around. Yuffie grabbed Tifa's hand and started towards
the candy aisle. She needed her advice.
"So which candy do you think is good
for a valentine?" She bended over and examined the packages of the sweet
treats.
"Not this again!" Tifa groaned and
slapped her forehead. This was another constant routine. A few days before
Valentine's, Yuffie would drag Tifa to a store and ask for "helpful" opinions.
It never occurred to her friends that she wasn't used to this. She wasn't an
expert like Yuffie would probably expect her to be.
"How are candy hearts? Heart-shaped
chocolates? How about surprise chocolates?"
Valentine's Day was one of those days
that disgusted her. "Um…heart-shaped chocolates."
"Good choice, Tifa! See, you are
good with this!"
"It was a good guess. Heat equals
valentine and chocolate…er…it's the sign of love or so I was told."
"And you say you're not an expert with
love…" Yuffie mumbled, incredulous.
"Say that one more time and I'll knock
all your teeth out." She warned.
Yuffie giggled. "Sorry, Tifa. I need
my teeth to nibble on something."
Disgusting…
"How nice…" Her voice trailed off and
she waited for Yuffie to pay for her things. After, they all climbed on their
motorcycles again and went over to Yuffie's place, where they usually slept
over. Her father never cared since he was barely at home.
They all huddled in the living room,
watching television where Final Fantasy, a famous band, were playing. Yuffie
was cuddled in Reno's arms, Aerith in Cloud's arm, and Tifa just had her head
on Vincent's lap. Bowls of popcorn and candy were on the floor and drinks were
on a table nearby. The night continued and as the moon rose high enough the six
teenagers fell asleep.
Around 11:30 at night, Tifa woke up
and walked into the kitchen, pulling up a seat and sitting down. Several drinks
were on the table itself and reaching out for one she gulped down the whole
thing.
Tomorrow…
Tomorrow was Valentine's Day; a day
for lovers to get together and give their love to one another. She took two
more glasses and drank what was inside.
…The day disgusts me…
…If I
could take away any special day, it would be most definitely Valentine's Day…
"Couldn't sleep?" He smiled and ran a
hand through his hair. Without asking, for it wasn't needed, he took a seat and
looked at the empty glasses that she had caused.
"No," She looked at him and began to
say something…then paused. She opened her mouth once more. "What's your opinion
on Valentine's Day?"
He chuckled. "That's an odd question
coming from you."
"Oh just answer it!" Too bad everyone
else was asleep…she wanted so badly to yell at him.
He closed his eyes and reopened them,
about ready to speak. "I think it's a…er…romantic day for sweethearts to get
together…"
"What else do you expect to come out
from Valentine's Day?" She spat. His blue eyes bore into hers. "Okay…so I'm
being rude…sorry. Please continue."
"I think Valentine's Day is a romantic
day, like I said before I was rudely interrupted."
She glared at him and he smirked. "But
I don't like it."
"Huh?" She lost him right then.
If he doesn't like it, why does he
celebrate it?
"I don't
like Valentine's Day…one, because it's havoc; girls crying because they don't
have a valentine. Either that or they want someone to give them presents. I for
one hate that. Of course, why would I wanna tell Aerith that, huh? I'll get her
little tid bits of presents to show affection but it isn't how I'd want to
celebrate it."
Tifa nodded in agreement.
Now I remember why I liked this guy
as a friend.
"Okay. Now why don't you like Valentine's Day?"
I knew this was coming…
"Because I think that day is putrid. Plain and simple."
"C'mon Tifa. There are other reasons
why. You keep saying that every year and it really doesn't get me anywhere. Be
more detailed."
She sighed. She wasn't ready for this
but if he wanted details, then fine. Her thoughts reigned back when she was
young, a few years after new parents adopted her.
Flashback
"Mommy, who's that?"
"No one, dear. Go back to bed."
"Here Mommy. Here's your valentine
from Daddy."
"Daddy's gone sweetie."
Her glossy eyes stared at the man in
the bed with her mother.
"Mommy, who's he?"
"I met him last night. You like him?"
"…"
"Go away now, honey. We're kind
of…busy."
The door to their room closed and the little
girl walked back to her bedroom.
End of flashback
"She was a sex fiend to put it
shortly." She took a sip from her new drink.
"Why don't you just move on? Simple as
that, isn't it?"
I'm not on a talk show here…
"Dunno. I don't exactly fall into the mood of Valentine's."
"Well," Cloud paused. "What would you
do if…if someone sent you a letter?"
"Very funny." She stood up and walked
back to the den where her other friends were sleeping. "I'm going to bed. See
you tomorrow."
The next day at school, Tifa opened
her locker, Yuffie right beside her.
"I'll drown you with lots of
Valentine's Day cards if it makes ya feel better!" She beamed.
Lucky for me Valentine's only lasts
for a day.
"It's okay, Yuff. I'll see you at lunch okay?"
"Right on!" She hopped away and snuck
into a hallway.
Upon opening her locker, an envelope
the color of pink fell out and landed soundlessly on the floor. Attacked to it
was a red rose…
Oh no…
Tifa opened the letter and she read them slowly, her eyes
going from one side of the page to the other like a prowling tiger.
Tifa,
If there was any way to ask you out, I
would.
I'd give you
my life to love you and all of my
possessions if
I could have you. The breaths I
take…I would
sacrifice if I could hold you. Right
now, knowing
all of the pain you've went through, I
see myself as
a good friend and I will do anything
to make you
happy. I love you Tifa Lockhart, I do.
A
friend
Sweet…
*After
school*
"Hi Cloud,"
Tifa stared at the rose in his hands. "Received or giving?"
"Giving,
obviously. I'm waiting for Aerith."
"Figures."
She looked at the envelope in her hands.
He grinned.
"What's that?"
"Take a wild
guess." She rolled her eyes. "It's a love letter."
"From who?"
His eyes twinkled with the sign of knowing.
It was
Tifa's turn to smile…
You…
"A
friend."
What
do I do?
How
can I prove that I'm serious about this love?
What
should I say?
And
is there a way to make you realize
I
won't leave your side?
Over
and over, I'm holding you close,
And
I'm telling you I'll never let go
If a
million days are never enough to know you,
And
a million words won't let you be sure,
And
a million ways of giving my love won't show you,
I'll
open another door, and find a million more
I
feel your tears, you don't know I hear,
All
of the nights you've cried, all you've left behind,
I'll
take the pain and wash them away,
If
you would put your trust, in the two of us
Over
and over, I'm holding you close,
And
I'm telling you I mean what I say
If a
million days are never enough to know you,
And
a million words won't let you be sure,
And
a million ways of giving my love won't show you,
I'll
open another door, and find a million more.
Author's Notes – My little crappy
version of my Valentine's Day today. It was quite vague but I tried. I liked
the way it turned out and it's sad that I have to stop writing for now. In
summer, or during a break that I have, I may continue this…but seeing as it was
supposed to be a one-shot…I'd rather not…still in the process of thinking.
Anyway, more info on my "departure" is in my profile…and extra things to. Read
it if you're interested.
Happy
Valentine's Day to all.
Song sung by
KAI so it doesn't belong to me…you all know that.
