Deep Space Nine fic

(Pre- Emissary)

Jadzia /Julian

(I don't own any thing to do with Star Trek Deep Space Nine(duh) I just like to play with

I loved you before I knew you

Doctor Julian ashir sat quietly in the U.S.S. Cochrane's lounge, with a young Tactical officer.

"So wait, what's your position again?" the young ensign asked him

"Deep Space Nine's CMO," he said smugly.

He smiled and looked down at his glass of scotch, which was nearly empty.

The young ensign continued to babble, Bashir thought about getting a refill just to escape.

He stood ready to leave when, suddenly the most beautiful woman he had ever seen walked through the sliding doors.

She was tall and slender with her long dark brown hair pulled back in a low ponytail.

Her uniform

He quickly sat back down to stunned to say anything; he just sat there watching.

Ensign Anteres stopped speaking and followed his gaze.

"What do you like her?" he asked incredulously

Julian looked back at him not hearing what he said.

You do realize she's not human, right?" he finished, as that made her ugly

So what? He thought, yet quickly looked back at her and noticed the spots running down both sides of her head.

A Trill, he thought as he took a sudden intake of breath,

Some might have thought her ugly for simply being alien, but Julian Bashir would not have traded those spots for any thing.

They defined her face, focusing on it, making it more beautiful.

He got up to go talk to her remembering to take his empty glass of scotch as an excuse.

She sat quietly at the bar waiting for her drink to come.

He walked up and smoothly slid into the seat next to her.

She turned to him, her eyebrows raised expectantly.

As her eyes met his, his mind went blank. He forgot what he was going to say what he was going to do, everything.

"Um uh…J-Julian Bash-shir," he said shakily, holding out his hand.

She smiled at him and took his hand.

As he they were shaking she continued to smile at him. His heart melted. It wasn't fair

"Jadzia Dax," she answered clearly, yet hoping he didn't hear the nervousness in her voice.

He is so handsome; the first person to say good-looking men where tall, dark and handsome was obviously talking about him.

There was an awkward silence between them

"Um, so what's your position on DS9

"Ah, DS9s CMO," he said smiling, yet not as smugly as before.

"And uh you?" he asked quizzically

"Oh uh, I'm the new Science Officer" she answered.

He has such a beautiful British accent

"Ah, so I suppose we'll be seeing a lot of each other" he sighed dramatically

She nodded, her face turning red, again the awkward silence

"Well, ah do you think that I could maybe buy you a drink" he said flirtatiously

Jadzia smiled and shifted uncomfortably, "that not necessary" she stammered out.

She was beginning to think that through his charming ways and handsome face he might just be another common flirt.

And not being a woman for over 80 years, plus having the advantage being a young man herself not just once but three times, She also knew how difficult it was for men.

She also knew that she was certainly not ugly.

"So, uh joined or un-joined," he asked casually.

She looked up quickly, hand instinctively going to the small area of her abdomen where the symbioaynt, Dax was.

Theirs eyes met only for an instant, but Jadzia looked down embarrassed

She had only been joined about a month before and didn't feel comfortable talking about it.

"Uh, joined, um if you'll excuse me I really should get back to my quarters," she said quickly raising from the chair.

He rose with her, following her.

"Well perhaps I could escort you to your quarters" he asked innocently.

Now she felt very uncomfortable, but 300 years of experience had taught her the best thing to do in "too friendly" situations.

She smiled very sweetly at him, and spoke calmly saying, "You really don't have to."

Dr. Bashir apparently getting the message backed down, and added, "Well then, good night." And turned away.

She smiled and walked out the doors.

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