Tonight I Wanna Cry

An Imaginary Season 6 Story

Prologue

Stefan

My heart was finally ripped out, as if it wasn't ripped out already, & as if it wasn't stomped on multiple times by her. Her and only her! Who was I kidding to say I was over her? I never was and guess I will never be. In those few seconds, when my heart was ripped out of me, she was the only thing that was going through my mind; her smile, her lips, her kisses, her embraces, all our memories. It was like I hadn't lived before her; the only memories flashing across my mind in my last minutes, on this tormenting planet they call Earth, were memories of her. I just wish, right here, right now, that I could get another second with her, so that she's the one holding me right now as I die, as I give up. I really wished I was dying lying in her arms.

Caroline

This can't be it. This can't be happening. He can't die like this. I can save him. He doesn't deserve this, he never does, he never will. I panic like I never panicked before. Not with me, I should have saved him. He's, he's everything I can't think of right now, he's everything I can't dare to think of right now. He should wake up.

"SOMEBODY HELP!" I shout with the highest voice I can manage. Somebody has to help him, he never failed anyone. He was my hero; he is our hero I mean.

"GOD, HELP ME PLEASE, PLEASE!" by this point I am crying heavily, I pray to God whom I never prayed to. I never thought I deserved to pray to him before, never thought I was able to stand in front of God with all my sins. Guess I wasn't really deserving of his mercy after all, Stefan was crumbling in my lap as I continued screaming into the oblivion.

Bonnie

"This can't be happening!" I say as Stefan is standing in front of me. My heart is refusing to make me believe what's my mind is telling me. This can't be Stefan's spirit reading to pass to the other decaying side. He's never coming back!

"This really can't be happening!" I say it again in a failed whisper. My legs couldn't carry me any longer. In my life I had my enough share of lost people, I had my enough share of funerals, and no, Stefan isn't dying on us. Not this time!

"Please tell me you found a way to bring us all back" he asks in a desperate tone. His persistence to live was all over his face. I couldn't really interpret his face, did it held an expression of never giving up? Or an expression of feeling relieved that he's finally away from all the pain he's been through.

"Stefan, I…" I stutter. He doesn't give me a chance, as I was pulling my strength to tell him the truth; he already grabbed my hands and passed through me.

Elena

I am choking. I am dying all over again. Something is wrong, terribly wrong. A surge of pain is flowing through my chest. My heart is crumbling. I see no blood, I am still breathing, but it feels like dying all over again, and so far this time is the worst one of them all. I don't know what hit me, but he's the only one popping out in my mind. Stefan; he is every memory, vision, & hallucination I am having right now. It all happens in a second. He's in pain, so much pain. I can't reach him. Something is blocking me from seeing what happens. Suddenly it stops, and I feel empty. The pain stops, my heart stops paining, but it feels as if it isn't there.

I turn to Damon who already stopped the car, and say: "Turn back, something is wrong!"