Disclaimer: I don't own anything! Eoin Colfer owns all Artemis Fowl characters, and Stereophonics owns the song.

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Dakota

Thinking about thinking of you

Holly couldn't stop thinking about him. She'd reprimanded herself every time he appeared in her mind, but now she let him run around in her mind like a stampede of buffalos.

She wished that something had gone wrong with the wiping of his memory - maybe Foaly had made a mistake, or there was a problem with the device he'd used - but she knew everything had gone according to plan. Whose plan, she didn't quite know.

Summertime think it was June

Right now she couldn't even remember when she'd had her adventures with him. She couldn't even remember what she'd done.

Yeah think it was June

She could only remember his smile, his face, his voice, his touch. Him.

Laying back, head on the grass

She watched the clouds in the sky - in Disneyland, of course. In every single one, she saw him.

Children grown having some laughs

He was just a child. And maybe that's what scared her the most. She was nearing 100 years old, and she had fallen in love with a 13 year old. Yet it all seemed so natural, and she couldn't resist the force of love.

Yeah having some laughs.

Holly hadn't laughed since he was there.

Made me feel like the one

He made her heart beat like there was no tomorrow, he made her palms sweaty, he made her mind race.

Made me feel like the one

He made her world spin around, he made her get up everyday. And even though she pretended she didn't need him, without him, she was dying.

The one

She had no doubts. He was the one.

Made me feel like the one

He made her feel like she was beautiful, he made her feel special.

Made me feel like the one

He made her stay alive.

The one

She couldn't forget him.

I don't know where we are going now

No, she did. The answer was nowhere. Because now she was the only one who remembered them.

I don't know where we are going now

The saddest thing was, Artemis didn't remember her at all.

Wake up cold coffee and juice

Holly now had a normal life. She woke up, went to work, came home and slept. No risk-taking, no life-threatening situations, and most of all, no Artemis.

Remembering you

All day she'd think of him, and hope maybe he loved her, but never told her. Everything she did seemed to remind her of him.

What happened to you?

Why did his memory have to be wiped? He could have gone back to the human world and not said anything! He would never have given her race's secrets away. Holly knew he wouldn't. But now her life was ruined because of his absence - and he didn't even know who she was.

I wonder if we'll meet again

Maybe if he loved her enough he'd remember her even though his memory had been erased. She granted herself a small hope, but knew it was never going to happen.

Talk about us instead

If there was anything she could have, she wanted him, and to talk to him.

Talk about why did it end
She wanted to turn back time to before his memory was erased, and tell him everything. Tell him she loved him. Tell him she needed him. Tell him she couldn't live without him. But turning back time was the only one thing that was impossible.

So take a look at me now

Holly was crying, a thing she never did before he came.

So take a look at me now

She was heartbroken beyond comprehension.

So take a look at me now

And he didn't even know she existed.

So take a look at me now

She sobbed her heart out, crying for lost time. She'd give anything to have him back again.

So take a look at me now

She couldn't think of anything but him - she was a hopeless mess of depression and regret.

So take a look at me now

She didn't see the point in living.

So take a look at me now

She couldn't live without him.

So take a look at me now

She simply couldn't.