I always believed you were full of happiness and bliss,

Full of smiles that dazzles even the most adventurous,

But I was so blind,

Because now I know you were full of emptiness

.

I struggle to correlate the girl I knew with such charm,

With a girl I now know had a broken heart

.

In my grief,

I sit down and dream,

About a girl I loved,

That is watching from above

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I scream out in pain,

From my broken daydream

.

All of the memories flood back,

Some full of extraordinary pain,

But some full of fun,

So fun I laugh

.

I've known you since childhood,

How could you do this to me?

.

I made you the wrong promise,

This isn't something I can forgive,

Because of my negligence,

I've lost my dearest friend

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Your raincloud isn't gone,

It was just given to me.