'Anything but Ordinary......please'
Summary: All her friends have let her down and now Aelita feels worthless. Now she sits in her room finding a reason for her existence.
Rating: Teen (I am paranoid)
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
I am different. I don't have a normal life and I never will.
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
I have to feel danger to feel purpose.
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
My friends left me.
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
Is death better than my life now?
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
I'll do anything to make my life worthwhile.
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Love doesn't exist.
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
And yet it is my weakness.
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turbulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away
But if I think hard enough I feel the happiness of life.
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
I'm different. But that's okay.
Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I think I am happy with my life. But I'm not sure.
Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
oh
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Someone help me.
Wow angsty. I usually am a happy person. I guess angst is easier for me to write. Go figure.
Also see my other account ' Lita Takanashi '