This is while Leni's on the phone with Beth. Just before Beth walks inside the Bathroom.
Disclaimer: These are not my babies, I'm just babysitting them for a while.
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Title: Death in a Cheap Motel
You never know what you have untill you've lost it. I never took any care into this saying, I'm a vampire, i stay away from things I want because that way I dont have to deal with losing it. As always I'm too foolish to realize that my logic doesn't work. Now I'm in a broken down cheap motel and I'm suppose to be making sure that Leni and her unborn get home safe, but I can't because being within 5 feet of ME is dangerous for her. My primal instincts are kicking in and the monster I always try to keep at bay is resurfacing. I'm not worried about dyin in this motel, I'm worried about Leni and the safety of her and her baby. I'm worried about how this is oing to kill Joseph and how he'll end up cracking a joke on how stupid I was. Most of all my thoughts goes towards Her, no matter how hard I don't want her on my mind because I'll make my self-scraficing death unbearable, I can't seem to do so, I always end up thinking about Beth.
She's in my thouhgts every waking moment. And when I'm with her, I pay attention to her more than I should. How she has a grin on her face whenever I say something sarcastic, or how she has that micheivious look on her face whenever we're working on a case that envolves vamps. More so how her heart rate always seems to increase whenever I look her in the eyes for a moment longer than I know I should. Now as I lay here dying, all I want to do is tell her I want her in every possible form of the word. I want to love her, save her, kiss her, touch her. And she's been around all this time excepting me for what I am and still I refused to let her get closer but what ifs won't help me what if I told Beth I was her Guardian Angel, what if I told her if I was human it would be MY HEART beating rapidly too, whenever she looked at me in the eyes. That it's her that I could possibly imagine myself spending forever with.
And with that thought, I imagine her next to me offering her neck freely, I drink from her willing blood and I feel her soul transfer to my body and we are One as I knew we should be. I slip into darkness and I hear an Angel's Voice calling my name...
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