Ami Mercury

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Lithium

Disclamier: I don't own gudam wing or this song!

Song fic!

*I'm so happy because today
I've found my friends*
Heero…Wufei…Quatre…Trowa…We could have finally been back together my dear friends. How could this war have torn our hearts apart and scattered the left over pieces to the corners of the world? 
*They're in my head*
I can't live this way…none of us are truly together.
*I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you*
Blood stained hands…hatred…killing…why did we kill so much?
*We broke our mirrors*
Today I went through the house and broke the mirrors that torture my own existence. 
*Sunday morning is everyday for all I care*
Church…why is it such a comfort to me? In old days I would refuse to come to this place because of the pain it caused me but now it comforts me to sit in this pew alone. 
*And I'm not scared*
No I'm not scared of death or of living, though I would prefer death much more. 
*Light my candles in a daze*
Once a week I return to your graves and light a candle to remember all of you by.
*'Cause I've found God - yeah, yeah, yeah*
It really happened didn't it? You're gone and I'm the only one standing here, alone without you by my side. But my life has changed for the better now that I know God.
*I'm so lonely but that's okay 'cause today I shaved my head*
I brought something along with me today…my hair…my cherished braid, I cut it off. I know what you're thinking up there, why did you do that? It's an offering to you guys, my good friends, the only one's I love.
*And I'm not sad*
No I don't regret that day, or cutting off my hair, the war is over now isn't it? Well for the rest of the world but not for me, not for Shinagami.
*And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard
But I'm not sure*
I know that I've killed everyone but I'm not sure, I've been blamed for the war, I know that's not my fault. Maybe it's my fault all of you are dead but I didn't cause this war. 
*I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there
But I don't care*
My life will be over soon now. I'm really sick. Ami's keeps me company but even my lover can't keep me alive or make me feel like I'm not alone.
*My will is good - yeah, yeah, yeah
I like it - I'm not gonna cry
I miss you - I'm not gonna cry
I love you - I'm not gonna cry
I killed you - I'm not gonna cry*
I promised never to cry again, soon I will be with you my true friends. All of us will be together again. I've spent so many hours knowing that I killed the ones I loved.