This is something that has been spinning in my head for awhile, and I finally got the idea on the paper. I'd really appreciate if you'd tell me what you think of this. And try to be patient with me. I have so much school stuff going on. But few weeks and our vacation starts and I have lots of time to write. But I try to write daily and I will update this story as often as I can.

But anyway: Sit back, relax and enjoy.

Lost my memories, lost myself

Chapter 1.

" Hey Pretty boy, Any plans for the weekend? " Derek Morgan sat on the corner of Reid's desk with a coffee cup on his hand, playing with the younger ones hair, like always when he gets bored.

" Stop that. " Reid said irritated to the smirking man next to him. " And I do actually. "

" Let me guess… you're going home, watch Star Trek and laugh at the physics mistakes. " Morgan kept teasing his best friend. Their own way of communicating.

" Well actually, there is not lot of mistakes in Star Trek, which is kinda impressive. " Reid said leaning back on his chair, and lifting his legs on his table. " And that's not on my To do- list. I went to the library yesterday, and I borrowed few books. I was about to read them on weekend. "

" Few? 10? 20? What is your few? "

Reid turned back on his papers, and just said quietly " 17 " he cleared his throat smiling.

" 17? You're kidding right? " Morgan asked looking at the young on with short ,messy ,naturally curly hair. " No, of course you're not. " He laughed. " Well you have fun there. "

" You have plans for the weekend? " Reid questioned quickly, turning this conversation on the other one.

" I'm about to spend the whole weekend with Savannah. It's her birthday on Saturday, so I made her a special surprise. I made this one.. "

" Excuse me. Sorry to interrupt. " Morgan and Reid both turn around quickly to look who is speaking. A very handsome, blond haired man with bright green eyes and black dress shirt and jeans.

" How can I help you? " Morgan asked, standing back up.

" I'm looking for Aaron Hotchner. He works here, right? " He asked politely. Something about this man reminded of him of Hotch. He wasn't sure what it was. Was it the way he acted, was it his looks or the way he talked. But something about him, was too similar with his boss.

"He's waiting for you? "

" No. He doesn't know I'm in town. I just thought that while I'm in town, I'd come to say hi to an old friend." The man said with a smirk on his face.

" How long have you two been friends? " Reid asked curious.

" 18 years. " He said proudly. " He's been my best friend 18 years. Well, almost 19. "

" You're Steven? " Morgan asked surprised. Hotch had told them about his good friend Steven many times , but they've never had pleasure to meet him personally. The man nodded. " Oh, yeah, sorry. Hotch's office is right those steps up, first door. " Morgan said pointing at Hotch's office's door.

" Thank you. " He said, already on his way. JJ and Garcia both came to Morgan and Reid, watching Steven walking away.

" Whoah. Hottie alert. " Garcia said with a smirk on her face. Blushing when noticed Steven turning around and hearing what she just said. She flashed her beautiful smile on him getting also one back. " Is he taken?"

" Sorry Baby Girl. Didn't cross my mind to ask. " Morgan teased flicking her nose with his index finger. " That is Steven. Hotch's friend. "

" Oh. " Garcia's mind got new turn. " But of course he is taken. All the best are. " She exhaled like she was very disappointed, but laughed right after that. " Hotch has told us lot about him, but he never told us that he was drop dead gorgeous. "

" C'mon Pen. Stop that. " JJ playfully hit her to her side. " That's Hotch's friend. We can't think that way.. " JJ laughed, but to be honest, also she thought he is quite charming with his blond hair.

" Since when? "

" Since now. " JJ said handling few files to Morgan. " Don't worry. This won't take long. " She said encouragingly seeing Morgan's disappointed look.

* Finally it's done. * Hotch exhaled deeply and leaned back on his chair. Long week behind. Paper work after paper work. File after file. Bad guy after bad guy. No matter how many the seemed to catch they always got new one. There was no end to all this. No end to brutality and violence people do to each other.

Jack was supposed to go vacation on this weekend to Ohio to visit Jack's godmother. They spent the whole weekend there, so the house would be empty. And empty house wasn't very tempting. * Maybe I'd go for a run or something. * He thought getting up and putting the files to his bookshelf. He was just about to get his bag and get ready to go home when knocking on the door interrupted him.

" Come on in! " He shouted sorting the paper on his bookshelf his back towards the door.

" Hey Aaron. " That familiar voice made Hotch stop and the corner of his lips raised immediately.

Slowly he turned around and saw the blonde standing on his door way. " No way. " He smirked. " Steven Glynne standing in my office. Somebody wake me. "

" It's good to see you buddy. " He said and walked closer at him. So does Hotch and hugs him warmly. " It's been too long. "

" I know. " He said pulling off the hug. " I didn't know you were in town. "

" Well, it was supposed to be surprise. And here I am. We have a lot to catch up. Drink? " He suggested.

" Absolutely. Just give me a minute, I get my stuff. "

Steve walked also towards to bookshelf. Books, papers and Photos. He picked up a one photo a smiling boy with his mother. " How old Jack is now? 9? " He asked looking back and forth on the photo and Hotch.

" He turned 10 three months ago. Can you believe that? 10 already. " He said happily smiling. " But I'm ready. Shall we go? "

" Jack's very sweet little boy isn't he. And smart one I bet. " Steven said putting the photo frame back down.

" Oh yeah he is. I'm very proud of him every single day. " Hotch said opening the door of his office. He walked out, Steven coming right behind you.

" Just like his daddy. And Haley would be proud too. You've raised him well Aaron. " That one put Hotch quiet a little. Quickly Steven noticed what he had just said. " Sorry. "

Hotch gave him a sad smile. " It's okay. It happened long time ago. Of course it still hurts but I'm fine. Don't worry about it. " He cheered up quickly. " So what's the plan? " He asked flipping his suit jacket over his shoulder his go back on his other hand.

" I don't know yet. But I'm sure we figure out something. "

" Sounds good. " He said, but stopped quickly and turned towards his team. " Good Job everyone this week. And have a good week end. You've totally deserved it. Have fun, get some rest. I'm off now. Bye. " All five, now including also Rossi who had arrived to them just a moment before, gave him a thankful and relieved look. Prentiss has already went home.

" Thanks Hotch. Have a great weekend. " JJ said smiling to both of the men.

Steven whistles at her. " Whoah there. "

" Oh c'mon. " Hotch said not surprised. * Some people never change. *

JJ laughed lightly. " Sorry Steven. Married already. " She teases.

" Ouch. Well, another time then. " For that he got light punch from Hotch to his chest. Steven glares at Hotch narrowing his eyes. * did you just punch me? *

" In your dreams maybe. That's all I can promise. "

" Oh, I will dream about you. " Steven winked at her. JJ rolled her eyes and laughed.

" She's married you know. And so are you btw. Ever crossed your mind? " Hotch gave him that famous ' Hotch glance '.

" True that. Sorry honey. Some other time. C'mon Aar. We have to go now. " Steven said and started walking towards the glass door.

Hotch close his eyes, shakes his head laughing a bit. " Sorry Jeyje. My friend here doesn't know how to act appropriate. "

" That's okay Hotch. It's good to be noticed sometimes. " JJ said also laughing a little.

Hotch nodded at her responding to her smile. " But anyway. Have a great weekend. You have deserved it. "

" You too. " They all say and watch him walk to Steven who held door for him. But before he walked through the door he slapped Steven to back of his head.

" What was that for? " Steven said trying to sound as upset and hurt as he could.

" Next time, don't flirt with my co-workers. " Hotch said pressing the elevator call- button. Hotch looks right in front of him. Steven walks next to him, also looking the elevators doors. Exactly at the same time, they turn to look each other and start laugh at the same time.

" It's great to see you. " Hotch finally says.

" Like wise bro. It's great to be together again. " Steven says patting Hotch few times to his back then entering the elevator.

Both got it and the door closed.

" Time to go crazy. " Steven says making both laugh again.