Did they even love me?
Chapter one- Grown up
Beth's point of view
When my mom told me I was adopted I didn't care. She would always be my mom. I get to see my mom's biological daughter Rachel a lot. I think of her as a sister. I am like her. I am spoiled an only child, and I am in the arts. I can sing really well. My mother told me that my biological parents were in a glee club. I am in one also I go to Carmel High. But my biological parents went to William McKinley.
I am sixteen now, I have a cute bug car which is green, I am popular and head cheerleader. I have seen pictures of Quinn. I look a lot like her. My father Noah named me after a KISS song. He did want to name me Jackie Daniels. Thank Quinn, for convincing him not to. I was supposed to go to the Schuster family. But Will and his wife Terri got a divorce.
I am thankful for the life I have been given though I am not so sure sometimes. I do wonder what my life would have been like if Quinn and Noah would have kept me. 1 out of four kids are born to a teen mother. Sometimes I feel like I screwed up their lives because of me they couldn't go out and have fun, they were too busy paying my sonogram bills rather than buy a dress for prom.
My mom tells me she gave Rachel up, because she knew Rachel would be safe and happy, not because my mom didn't want her because she wanted Rachel to have a good life, and have more opportunities to shine rather than have none at all.
But, I wonder at times did Noah and Quinn even love me just a little bit? I mean they gave me up so they could go back to school and build their reputation to what it used to be. Quinn wanted her reputation as the popular, hot girl back. And Noah his bad boy image.
I bet they didn't even think about me once. They probably didn't wonder what I was doing or if I was safe or not. I don't want to be rude but if I have a baby, and they want to come see it they are going to have to prove that they loved me. I am grown up now, I understand. I am Beth Corcoran and this is my thoughts about Noah and Quinn.