LS7: Hey! I wanted to write a Fruits Basket fic for awhile now… The manga was great but the anime… Well yeah! This fic will be based on the near end of the manga where Kyo confronts his father on last time… So this will be all about how he felt while doing so and after…
Disclaimer: I wish….
I finally confronted him… He, my father, never saw me as a human being but the cat… The cat who in the Sohma family is of these many things…
Hated…
Despised….
The unloved one…
The forgotten one…
It was because of Tohru's friend, Hana-chan who told me something that I should have done a long time ago… I'll thank her when I get back… Just not right now… I promised myself that after seeing my father I would make things right with Tohru… The love of my life… But my seeing my father comes first…
Seeing him… My father sent me back to when I was a little child and how he would beat me and make me hate who I was… No more dad, I won't take your bull crap! I'm here to tell you something and I want you to listen to what I have to say… I have someone to love me… and it took me a long time to realize these feelings that I never knew would come to someone like me… I come to the place that I remember as my home growing up… Where I know that you are right now. I open the door to the home and I feel nervous but I think of Tohru's face and I have more courage… As I open the door and walk in, I see you. I see you and your face full of malice and disgust…
"What are you doing here!?! GET OUT!!"
You ask me as if I'm about to kill you, but I'm not you father. I would never wish harm to someone else… Even that damn yuki… I'm just here to talk… And I know You will listen.
I love you dad, no matter how much you hate me or want me dead… While you're busy hating me dad, I will have the woman who has stolen my heart and has molded me into the young man I can say I'm proud of… But that's not all I have to say… You may be my father by blood, but I found a man worth being called my father who treats me like a human being and not a stranger whom you deemed fit to only abused and control…
I stop for a minute to see your facial expression. It's that of a little boy… That's all you are. A scared child who can't see his own faults so he blames others for them… I was like you… once. I was so blind to my own faults that I blamed others for them. That's why I always fought with Yuki… Like how I was your scapegoat, he was mine…
I step closer to you and you scamper backwards…
"G-go a-away you MONSTER!!!"
Pity, that's all I have for you. You're the monster, not me. But as you gaze at me with hate and fear, I have on last thing to tell you before I go…
When I leave here, I will be a different man. I will have a girl who loves me for me…And I will ask her to marry me and be with me forever. I will ask her to be the mother of my child and grow old with me even after death has claimed us. I will be a part of a family. The family that you tried to make me think I didn't have… I will start my own family… You won't be apart of it…
So as I leave you, a broken man, a man who lost a son who was willing to love you, I close the door on the final chapter of my life and start anew… I walk out the door where the sun is shining down on me; along with a smile on my face a tear running down my cheek… I walk out the door into the horizon where my love, my family and a new life awaits me.
Though you started this fire of hate father, you have helped me see a path of which I will not follow you through but where a new journey will begin for me… And though I have fears of what is yet to come…
I know that I will not walk them alone…
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