Kay, Hi guys! This is another attempt at writing fanfiction. I haven't written anything In half a year and yesterday A MIRACLE I wrote something! SO this is a An AU, fem!Loki and such I suppose you can call it a hipster Loki AU. Please review. Most of the time I disliked begging for reviews but I realized that I would most likely not write anything unless I get the motivation to do so. Well review or not it is greatly appreciated if you read this.
Loki let out a sigh of frustration she sat emotionless on the cold street curb. She shivered, she felt his blue eyes stare at her back. She pulled back a long lock of her black hair behind her ear and pulled on her green jacket onto herself protecting herself from the evening frightening cold air. Her mouth opened, speaking up breaking the awkward silence between her 'brother' and herself.
How, was this possible? Was this some cruel joke? Maybe it's just me going insane again? But alas she knew it was real, very real. The confrontation she wish would never come just happened now and it's still on going. Pathetic, was the only word that came to mind to describe her actions right now.
''How?'' she took a deep breath before speaking again
''How did you find me?''
After a few seconds of speaking those words, thoughts and memories that she hoped would have been forgotten came back. Reality hitting me hard in the face she thought.
She silently mouthed 'one' two' she quickly braced herself for what will happen next. Quickly she took a huff of her cigarette and shut her eyes.
She heard the steps of her 'brother' near. His arms wrapped around her thin frame. The embrace was tight but warm. Predictable was the word now on her mind, stupid stupid… She sat emotionless. ''I've missed you sister'' he said quietly'
That horrid word. That word, that label. She didn't want to hear it. ''I'm not your sister.'' In nearly a whisper she told him but loud enough for him to hear. He let go of her. She stood up too quickly almost loosing her balance, dropping her cigarette. He too also stood. Finally facing each other.
''Leave.''
Her voice firm, cold, emotionless. It stung him deeply.
He leaned in, pressing his warm lips against her chapped cold lips. Her eyes widened with shock. Quickly pushing him away ''Thor... please...'' She gulped and looked anywhere as long as it wasn't her 'brother'. She quickly spun around, quickly walking away back to the bookstore.
Ignoring his protests, she was terrified. How did he find her. She made well sure that no one from the past will come in contact with her especially her oaf of a brother. Thor.
''Thor, Leave. Go Home!''
''Loki no! Just let me speak with you'' he followed her ''I can't go back now that I've found you!'' he yelled loud enough so his 'sister' can hear ''I can't loose you again'' he took a moment to think ''Sister ple-''
Enough was enough thought Loki. When will he ever leave her alone? She stopped and took a deep breath. Quickly she ran back to him and gave him a slap. Her 'brother' was surprised, his eyes opened wide.
''I'm not your sister! Nothing we've done is what sibling do! We're not blood related!'' she breathed heavily ''We're not... W-where not...''
Thor swallowed slowly. He stared at her with shock in his eyes. This was happening to fast. Of course she can't handle this, stupid idea. This was a bad idea. Bringing more for her to deal with. Barely 22 she was and she has gone trough so much. She was hurt, broken, lost, lonely. She needed help.
He looked again at her. Her lips trembling, her eyes glossed over with tears that her pride wouldn't let shed. Her breath was shaky.
She opened her mouth to let out words, but nothing came out. Her mouth closed once more. She shook her head, firmly closing her eyes taking a deep breath. ''Leave Thor''. Before he could respond she turned and quickly walked back inside of the bookstore leaving him alone in the street.
''No.'' he said so sure of his words. He won't do the same mistake again of letting her go. Of letting slip trough his fingers and not being there to catch her.
He looked back at the bookstore. He sighed.
I'll come back tomorrow; she needs some time to calm down.
He left slowly walking away ''I'll help you''.
