Entry 1
Kai's P.O.V
Talking to Gustav Hiwatari's graveRight, so Hilary wants us to write poems so we can get to know each other better. Problem is do I want people to know about me?
I became the leader of the Bladebreakers three years ago and they still know nothing about me. But do I want them to?
I've closed my heart to so many people who have hurt me badly. I sold myself to darkness, and now that's beginning to affect the way I am around others. I know you never meant to hurt me, Father, but I'm so alone now.
I'm up to this poetry challenge, but where am I supposed to get my inspiration? Wait...
I Wonder Why.
By Kai Hiwatari
As I carry myself along this lonely road,
I begin to wonder what the future will hold.
The stadium was bright but I never showed.
I wonder why.
Here I am in the bustle of the crowd.
Silence surrounds me,
But the thought of death is loud.
I wonder why.
Tyson Granger was missing me,
If I was food and food was me.
The other guys never seemed to see.
I wonder why.
I'm out of the bustle of the crowd.
Silence still surrounding me,
The thought of death still loud.
I wonder why.
The team begin while I'm not there,
Trying hard to fight a battle in which they cannot succeed.
The fans are screaming without a care.
I wonder why.
The willows near me low and bowed.
Silence filling my mind,
But the idea of death will always be loud.
I wonder why.
I pass your grave and hear your snigger,
The same one which haunts me every night.
I grasp the gun and feel the trigger,
But I didn't pull it. I wonder why.
Here I am, by this grave,
Unsure of what to do.
I have no friendship I need to save.
Now I wonder why.
I think of all the people that came and passed.
No one would miss me. I've made my decision.
This next breath will be my last.
I fall dead to the ground but please don't wonder why.
I'm not worth your time of think,
After all, it's you who pushed me to the brink.
Crimson tears run down my face,
Now it seems everyone's off my case.
There. My first poem, but will they learn anything? And where did I get my inspiration from? Let's just say, thanks, Dad.
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