Edward leaves again, Bella's depressed and worst suicidal at times. When she's finally pushed to the edge she attempts to take her life, but she was saved; now she works for the Volturi but what happens when the two ex-lovers meet again? T cause I'm cool like dat!!

Oh and the reason Edward leaves will be learned when we see the Cullen's again in later chapters.

Okay so I had this weird dream and thought 'OMFreakinG I should turn this into a Fanfiction, so I did, well hope ya'lls likes it, please review.

Disclaimer: I don't own twilight…. Yet! Me and my lawyers are still working out the kinks in my domination of Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, etc. etc.

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'If you do it right, all of it will end everything… your pain, that look everyone gives you, the look that Charlie and Renee give you, and worse what he did to you, he killed you he did this to you, It's all his fault, no not ours his, this is his burden now' A little voice in my mind hissed.

I pressed the box cutter again to my pale pinkish skin of my wrist.

I lifted from my skin about 10 seconds. It left a thin white impression on my skin, but the impression disappeared within a few seconds.

I repeated this process over and over again.

It felt like a year, but was probably only an hour later that I remembered where I was.

I stopped with my suicidal thoughts for a moment to take in where I was.

Our…

I mean…

His meadow.

It was beautiful, as always.

The ferns lined the surrounding trees, and some were in clumps in various places around the meadow.

The flowers weren't all in bloom yet but some had bloomed early, the various colors of violet, yellow, white, pink, and a little lavender were shining brightly in the pale sunlight.

The bubbling of the stream was relaxing and calm, enough so that if I laid down right now I could probably sleep, but of course not without the reoccurring nightmares.

(No who could forget them. I certainly couldn't.)

I sat in the center of it all.

Indian style on a small bump in the meadow, the soft, but tall meadow grass swayed slowly in the small breeze, the air was warm even thought the sun sparsely shown through the thick grey clouds.

I sighed, looking around for Edward, it was time I should be heading home Charlie would be worrying, well more like wanting his din…..

I cried out in surprise, clutching my sides, my breaths came out short and ragged and cold sweet started to form on my brow as I focused on getting the searing pain in my stomach under control.

I had gotten so caught up in the beauty of this place I'd almost forgotten he left.

Taking his family and my heart with him.

'It's time Bell-Bell' the little voice sang softly in my mind.

"I know, I know" I chided softly, closing my eyes and pressing the box cutter to my wrist one last time.

"Goodbye Edward" I whispered, sliding the box cutter across my wrist, letting the warm copper smelling liquid pump slowly from my wrist.

I fell backwards, my body giving small spasms as the life slowly left my body.

And my blood slowly drained into the earth.

I had thought this was proper; this is where I'd given myself to him.

And this is where I'd take myself from everyone...

My heart beat thumped in my ears.

Slowly it was getting harder to breath, like someone was putting cotton in my lungs preventing me from the air they so longed for.

I took a long gasping breath, trying to get air into my lungs but the cotton in my lungs prevented this.

"Oh my" a melodic chime-like voice exclaimed.

I slowly rolled my head, with the little strength I had left, to look at a girl with short brown and a deep maroon colored eyes.

She was pale and her skin glimmered slightly in the very little amount of sun shine, she was beautiful.

Her movement was lithe as she danced to my side, bending over for me, the smoky gray cloak she wore rippled around her as if it were made of silk.

Her little willowy frame looked with any big gust of wind could be blown away.

"Yep that's her, good tracking Lizzy" a tall male said from behind her crouched form.

He was tall with the same pale luminescent skin but with a more vivid red color in his eyes and his hair was short to about the tip of his ears but a deep chestnut color, yes he was handsome but not like him; and he to wore the same gloomy cloak.

"Aw thanks JerJer" she giggled her voice was soft almost chime like, but had a small southern accent to it.

"Well are you going to do it or am I" the man's deep, yet soft tone asked with an exasperated tone.

"I'll do it" she whispered softly, lowering her lips to my neck.

"I'm sorry Isabella" she whispered into my ear before her fangs pierced my skin.

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Walla and here you have our first chapter, Happy day!

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