Hey everyone this is my first inu story so plz no flames i want a positive start ty all off u for reading if it sux dont tell me.plz enjoy!(sorry about the sadness but i love heart ache!)

Disclaimer: I dont own Inuyasha whispers..or at least not yet muwahahahaha... well let the games begin smiles

Chapter 1: Reconised Feelings

Its been a whole year since Inuyasha and Kagomes encounter with Kaguya(sp?) and since then Inuyashas been battling his own mixed feelings on Kagome and Kikyo. Kagome told him she loved him but did she mean it and Kikyo did she truly love him or was she teaming up with Naraku... Everything was confusing to him now and it was hard for him to pay close attention when he wasnt on his proper guard. Kagome wasnt helping at all either not even bring up their kiss to see if it ment something to her at all...

It was dawn about 5 am and our favorite hanyou half slept in the god tree not far from the well. His ears twicked a little when he heard soft foot steeps and his heart raced at the sent that now played and danced accross his nose. He knew this sent anywhere...Kagome. He sat forward and looked around trying to locate his lovly madin. Not only that his friend or maybe more. He spoted Kagome sneeking tword the well so he casuly droped down behind her sliently.

"Kagome?" He asked as she was about to jump over but screamed and feel back at his voice.

"Oh...Hi Inuyasha. Whatare you doing up?" Kagome asked cheerfully smiling gently. Inuyasha looked at her then to the well

"So u wanted to go home? To your time? Huh Kagome?" Inuyasha asked looking at Kagome seacrching her eyes with his.

"I...well..."Kagome studdered slowly looking away from his beautiful amber eyes.

"You what Kagome? Wanted to get away from me?" Inuyasha asked unmovingly in a short kind of way as though he had a hundred things to do. Kagome didnt answer and Inuyasha didn't need one he was already confused and she was making it worse. He shook his head and turned away from her.

"Inuyasha...I didn't mean it like that i jus-" Kagome started but was cut off by Inuyasha.

"Save it...You think you can do what you want when you want Kagome there people in this world besides you so get over yourself and fast!" Inuyahsa said as he kept going not knowing what he was saying. You know what Kagome we dont need you your just a shard dector. I dont know why the others wanted to keep you around. Your nothin but a-" He stopped finally hearing his own words and smelling salty water then seeing Kagome crying."Kagome...I didn't know what I was talking about" Inuyasha said pleading for mercy with his eyes.

"Inuyasha...I thought I ment something to you. I thought that you ment somethingto me which is true but you caring about me is laughable...If you dont mind Inuyasha I'm going home and I'm never comeing back." Kagome mannaged to breath looking into the well as Inuyasha looked at her.

"Kagome...you wanna know why I said that?. Do you really got to know that badly?"Inuyasha asked still staring at Kagome.

" Hell Inuyasha I knew why... You hate me because I'm not who you want... And who you want is Kikyo" Kagome said knowing shed hit him where it hurt... His heart. She smiled satasfactory and turned her back to him. Inuyasha looked stunned.

"Kagome...What do you mean all I want is Kikyo I want you... I need you." Inuyasha looked away from her as he blushed. It was Kagomes turn to be stunned. Her mind could'nt comprehend his feelings to her did he love or hate her or was she somewhere in the middle. She didnt know and really didnt want to find out at the risk of being hurt. She knew where her heart truly stayed a year ago at the Castel of Illiousions when she broke Inuyasha from his spell and told him the three words shes been wanting to hear since then. The words still send shivers up her spine. Inyasha looked at her his eyed showed truth behind his words. Kagome looked at him a confused look on her face.

"Inuyasha...I..." Kagome started before looking away blushing.

"Its ok Kagome I'm just so confused about everything. I thought that you loved me Kagome..." Inuyasha said looking at her fearfully his eyes becoming more pained. Kagome stared at Inuyasha lost with words and mixed emotions.

"Inuyasha...I do...love you I thought you didn't love me..." Kagomes voice trailed off with her words blushing as she looked away from Inuyasha.

"What? You love a disgusting hanyou like me?" Inuyasha asked looking at her and tilting her face to hers.

"Inuyasha...do you really have to ask? I love you forever always " Kagome said quietly. Inuyasha grabbed her by the wrist and pulled her to him staring into her eyes once more.She blushed when her face hit the hardness of his chest hearing the hard beating of his heart.

"Kagome...I love you too..." Inuyasha said blushing deeper. Kagome looked at him and drifted her lips to his. He took a deep breath and...

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