A/N: My version of what went down between Cox and Kelso, and Cox and Jordan. Flame all you like, fire's good. Disclaimer: I own, nada. Lemme say it again, NADA! I don't like lawyers, they are yucky and slimy.
Maybe I'm a little hollow.
I'll admit, I'm a little off-putting. That's just the way I am, and if Newbie has a problem with it, well, that's his own damn business.
It all leads back to this hospital. This is where I met Jordan. This is where I met Kelso. This is where I lost Jordan to Kelso. And the worst part is, even though it was the end of me and Jordan, it wasn't the beginning of Kelso and Jordan. It didn't matter to either of them as much as it did to me. To her, it was just a quick fuck. But I died that day.
It's my fault, I guess. All the hours I spend here, it's nothing new. I guess I always was a little hollow, and even Jordan couldn't fill the void. I guess I'll always be married to the job.
But I'm guessing a lot of things. Maybe my future's not as definite as it seems. Maybe something will change, something will happen. Who knows, maybe tomorrow something will fill the void, and the hollow man I've come to know will be nothing but a dream.
I'd like that.