Look. Just look at me...please? Do you see me? Naruto...tell me why you hate me....
Why wont you look at me? Do I sicken you?
Tell me you love me.
I stared at Naruto across the lunch room. With all my attention on Sasuke, everything else became a blur. I scan over the blonde's fine features. I watched as he laughed with his friends. I remember how I used to be one of those friends. I used to sit in the seat right next to him now it's being occupied by a brunette boy named Kiba. I used to make Naruto laugh like that all the time. But now...now I'm alone, isolated from everyone who doesn't want anything to do with me. No one wants to be near me. Why would they? I wouldn't blame them if they all voted me out of society. I bet Naruto's name would be the first on the petition.
My concentration broke when I felt a hand on his shoulder. Sasuke? I looked up to see my brother, Itachi. He always comes to my school during lunch to check on me. It was my mother's idea. How are you? To me his words are hushed and I can barely hear him. I can't focus on his face right. I think it's the medication. I answer him, I'm not to sure what I said though. It must have been something good because I see his blurred face smile as he sits down beside me. I feel eyes staring at me from all around. It's the other students, they all probably find it odd that a fifteen year old boy is so unstable that he needs his big brother to check on him in the middle of the day. I glance towards Naruto. He was looking at me. But he looked back to his friends and started laughing again. I feel like they are laughing at me.
Aren't you gonna eat? I heard his voice again. I already ate... my voice sounds weird in my head. It was a stupid idea to lie, all my food was still on my plate. I'm not hungry. He's looking at me, his dark eyes match mine. You have to eat. He pushed the tray closer to me. I don't want it! I didn't mean to scream...Now everyone is looking at me. I rest my elbows on the table and laid my face in my hands. I stayed silent, hiding in my hands until I heard the bell ring, and then the sounds of all the other students moving around and leaving. Itachi and I were the last ones in there. My head felt clear again. It wasn't so blurry anymore. I always felt a little better after Naruto left, but it still hurt knowing he didn't want me.
You have to go to class. Itachi looked at me and rubbed my back. I hate him like this. He's being so nice to me, but I hate it. I liked him better when he would make fun of me and do anything to make me miserable. But of course he had to change his ways, even though no one was forcing him to. Everyone changed after I tried to kill myself...