This is basically a test run to see how people like the beginning, not sure if I'm serious about it yet.
Prologue
It wasn't supposed to go like this.
None of these people should be here, the police shouldn't be here, her aunt shouldn't be here.
She shouldn't be here, looking me in my eyes with a gun to her head begging to know how she ended up in this position. She shouldn't be crying her heart out like this.
I fucked up.
I shouldn't have done this to her, I should have let this go; I should have walked away when the opportunity presented itself.
Should of, could of, would of.
Doesn't change shit now because the love of my life is still standing on top of a building with a gun to her head wanting to die, asking me what's been done to her.
"Please… please… just tell me what's wrong with me", her tear filled eyes bore into mine as she begs for answers.
I could tell her everything. I could tell her that I did this that I fucked with her mind for my own selfish reasons. I could tell her how even though I tried to delude myself into thinking differently everything I did… was for me. I could tell her how it's irreversible, but she can get past it. I could tell her how I deserve to be left, how she always had the right reasons for leaving me.
But I won't… because I'm still that selfish fuck and I'd rather have her die still mine then live without her.
"I don't know Spence" , is all I say. So she closes her eyes and squeezes the trigger.
And I let her….