One more to find a story this one is about Bella lives with her mom in either Arizona or Seattle? One night her mom ask her to go to the store quickly to get something and Edward was in a bloodlust because she smelled so good. Attacks her in a alley but during drinking her he's "demon" came out and decided to rape her, he's family was to late when they got there, Bella went to the hospital and moved with her father at Forks. Unbeknownst to her that's where the Cullen's live, first day of school Edward recognize her but Bella doesn't know he's her rapist he feels so guilty about it that he becomes her friend. I can't really remember the rest but somewhere there Bella finds out she's pregnant the same old vampire pregnancy, find out Edward is her rapist that crushes her, gives birth to twins boy & girl, Edward loves her so he changes her before she could die, and she's holds the grudge against Edward. I think they do fall in love in the end I forgot but I would appreciate the help. Thank you