Remember me?? I watched some old Bill episodes where Will returns after his undercover op/explosion to see Emma is engaged and i wanted to write something about it. The lyrics are Blue Walk Away (Please don't jugde me!) I'm thinking of writing some one-shots to help me get back into writing/ The Bill fandom too, another one should be up soon...please tell me what you think good or bad, it's been a while since i wrote the Bill!
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Is this masquerade finally over? Can we put down the roles that we've played so many times?
Will rested his head against his locker, a thousand thoughts running through his head. It was his first day back since the explosion, the first time he had saw Emma since they kissed. He smiled sadly as that memory filled his mind, he could almost taste her lip-gloss.
Is this really the final curtain? The end of the play? Or will we just dance this dance we've danced again and again and again
Things were different now though. She was engaged. The dream he had of sweeping her off her feet was over. Part of him was sad, sad that the day he had been looking forward to, the thought that kept him going through the nightmares and pain of the last few weeks was no longer there. Another side of him was angry, angry at the situation, angry at Emma for kissing him then getting engaged to another man. How could she do that to him? To Matt? To them?
Once again I walk away There's no turning back this time baby
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath to steady his emotions. This was it for him now, He felt drained emotionally and physically about the whole thing. The situation wasn t fair on him or her, all of this playing games. He had made it perfectly clear that he wanted to be with her .and she had rejected him again. All the months of not knowing, of guessing her feelings will be finished.
With every step I leave you behind me Once again I walk away
Once again I walk away Determined this time you'll be sorry
He wishes she would see what a mistake she is making. He loves her unconditionally and yet she stays with a man who is controlling and abusive? It doesn t make sense.
We put out the sun and stopped it from shining Girl we both know We still couldn't be anymore in the dark Ooh there's no flashlight
He didn t even know where he stood anymore. Was he a friend? Or a lover? Or no-one to her anymore? What had he ever been? A person that gave her an escape? A risk?
Will punched the locker out of frustation and allowed the satisifaction of pain to raise a smile.
Ooh we keep running round in circles Time after time, hello, goodbye
He was done from now on Emma meant nothing, it was too painful.
Once again I walk away But if you ask me you know that I'd stay
And that was the killer, if she wanted him in return, if she asked for him. He d stay.
What do you think??