"You sure you want to do this?" A.J. looked down at the man beneath him. A frown curved his lips down at Shane's sudden request. "It's not like I have a problem..."

Shane cut him off with a kiss, smiling at the soft sound he made. "Honey, listen to me. This isn't something I just decided on. I've been thinking about it. Ever since..." Shane broke off, face heating at the memory. Looking up at the grinning man above him, Shane chuckled. "I'm curious?"

"Curious my ass." A.J. said with a soft huff, jerking in surprise at the feel of Shane's hand squeezing his ass. "Shane..."

"It's such a nice ass honey." Shane grinned. Taking a deep breath, he watched as A.J. studied him. "If you're not comfortable..."

"No, christ, that's not it! I just...I-it's a little hard to think right now after what you asked me."

Shane chuckled as he shifted on the bed. "Ok so you want to just not sure what to do?"

"Well, yeah, I don't even know what brought this on? Why would you ask me to do this?" A.J. moved over Shane, straddling his hips. "You've never said anything before and I guess I'm just wondering, that's all." A.J. watched as Shane turned a light red. "Shane, are you sure you want to do this?"

Shane nodded, excitement racing alone his nerves. "Ever since you touched me...last time...I can't..." Shane broke off as Allen shifted on his lap, his hips pressing down with the action. Forcing back the shudder that threatened to move through him, Shane lifted his hands and adjusted A.J.'s position. "I want to know, you enjoy it and I think I may as well."

A.J. looked down into the flushed face. "Honey if you want to try then ok, I'll do what I can to make it good for you." A.J. let his gaze roam over Shane, mind going over everything he could do. "Anything I want?" He asked softly. He would give Shane one more chance to say no, if he really wanted to do this then they would.

Shane nodded, holding the blue gaze above him. He couldn't get what happened out of his head. Allen had touched him and he'd fallen apart under his mouth and hands. He'd never known he would enjoy being touched there and most definitely not by a man. "I think it's time I find out why you enjoy it so much." Tone breathless, Shane shivered as A.J. ran his hands across his chest. "If it's as good for me as it is for you then..."

"Then we've discovered another first?" A.J. grinned down at Shane. "Ok, god, I'm nervous!" He couldn't help laughing, a soft sound that seemed to have an affect on Shane. "Ok, well if I do anything you don't like..."

"I love everything you do to me." Shane shifted beneath the tan fingers trailing over him. "Honey..." He sucked in a quick breath as Allen laid out fully on top of him. "God..." Hands going to Allen's hips, Shane wasn't sure what to do. "Tell me what to do." He wasn't sure where his hands should go, should he touch Allen or no? Would it be ok if...His thoughts broke off as a hand moved over his stomach. Blinking in surprise, he held the bright gaze above him. He felt Allen move, a subtle shift of his body as his hand moved lower. Sucking in a quick breath, Shane moaned as he was bit on the neck. Shivering at the hot breath fanning across his skin, he tried to keep as still as possible.

"Stop thinking, just let me take care of you, ok, can you do that for me?" A.J. whispered in Shane's ear, grinning at the shiver that moved over him. "I'm gonna make this so good for you, I swear I will." Raising up, A.J. gave Shane a soft smile. "If I do something you don't like or if it doesn't feel right, tell me ok?" Watching Shane's face, A.J. smiled as he waited for an answer. When Shane remained silent, A.J. leaned closer. "Honey, I need you to answer me." He searched under the pillows for the small tube of lube, grinning when he found it. Popping the top, he squeezed a small amount onto his fingers. "Shane?"

Shane blinked, looking up into wide blue eyes. "Yes." He whispered, shaking as A.J.'s hands moved over him. He could feel the heat of his palm. Not quite holding him but close enough to make him want to thrust up. "Allen?"

Smiling, A.J. tightened his hand, watching Shane's face closely. He was beginning to remember what happened and why Shane made this request. He'd been in the middle of a blow job when Shane lost it. A.J. had a finger pressed against his hole, rubbing gently and Shane had fallen apart faster than A.J. could keep up. He'd never in his wildest dreams would have thought Shane would enjoy it, but here they were, getting ready to see just how far Shane was willing to go. Moving down, A.J. leaned forward and blew across the head of Shane's cock. He looked up at the sound that left Shane, grinning wide. "To much?"

"No." Shane gasped, fingers curled tight by his sides. "Honey, why..." He broke off as Allen's mouth closed over him. He couldn't hold in the strangled moan as his body stiffened in pleasure. "Allen..." Sliding his fingers in A.J.'s hair, he panted as he tried to keep from thrusting into the warm, wet heat of his mouth. Planting his feet, Shane swallowed as he lifted his head. His dark gaze held the blue eyes watching him. Chest heaving as he tried to catch his breath, he watched as Allen moved up then down, mouth stretched wide around him. "Jesus, you look..." Shane drifted off, gaze going unfocused at the first brush...there. "Oh god." He couldn't hold back the shiver that raced through him. "Allen..."

A.J. groaned at the shaky whisper, his hands gripping Shane's hips as he thrust up. Pulling back, he watched as Shane fought back a moan. "You really like that, don't you?" Brushing a slick finger over Shane's hole, A.J. watched as Shane flushed with pleasure. "Honey, you have no idea what you've been missing." Pressing gently, A.J watched as Shane shuddered. The movement making his body writhe against the bed as he spread his legs wider.

"Allen, please." Shane gasped, back arched slightly off the bed, hands curled into the sheets with anticipation. "I-I need..."

Giving him a sympathetic click of his tongue, A.J. leaned back down, swallowing Shane in one go. He pulled back with a harsh sound as Shane thrust up, chuckling hoarsely. "Slow down honey, you're going to choke me."

"Sorry, sorry." Shane panted. He tried to keep still but the idea of what Allen would do next made him anxious. The desire for whatever was going to happen tingled along his nerves. He jerked when he felt a finger pressing against his hole, breath leaving him in a hot rush. Shivering, Shane pressed his hips down, moaning as Allen's finger slowly slipped inside him. He was going to lose his mind at how slow Allen was moving. "Honey, please, I-I'm not..." Breaking off with a harsh groan, Shane arched up, his hips pressing deeper into the mattress. His fingers curled into the sheets when he felt two finger inside him. Shane tried to keep still, the sensation new and sharp but not unwelcomed. Hips moving in small thrusts, he couldn't stop whispering Allen's name.

A.J. watched as Shane got off on his fingers inside him and one hand around his cock. Admitting silently that he was enjoying the way Shane was falling apart. Moving closer, A.J. pressed his fingers deeper, searching for that small bundle of nerves. He grinned in triumph when Shane stiffened, his expression turned desperate and his hole fluttered wildly. "I think someone may want to try something else?"

"Yes, god...whatever you want...please, Allen, let me..." Shane broke off with a strangled moan. He was desperately trying to wait but could not anymore. "Allen...christ, ri-right there...no, please...I-I need to...jesus, don't stop..." He groaned in frustration as Allen slid his fingers out of him. "N-no, honey, please..."

A.J. smiled as he shushed Shane. "Hush, let's try this, ok?" He was nervous, his fingers were different from his cock. "If it's to much, I need you to tell me." At the glazed look on Shane's face, A.J. reached down and ran a finger over the flushed head of Shane's cock. "Honey, if you're not going to answer me..."

Shane shuddered as he tried to focus on what they were talking about now. "I...y-you won't but I'll s-say..." Shane's breath stopped in his throat as Allen moved further between his thighs. He watched through hazy eyes as Allen reached for a pillow.

Grinning, A.J. tapped Shane on the hip. "Raise up for me, need to put this under you." He felt a rush of heat spread through him as Shane did as he was asked. "You have no idea..." He stopped, searching for the words to describe to Shane how he felt.

"The power is heady, isn't it?" Tone breathless, body at its breaking point, Shane held the bright gaze above him. Giving him a soft smile, Shane knew this was going to change things between them but he couldn't bring himself to care. "If you don't mind, honey, I know I go slow but really this..." He sucked in a quick breath at the feel of Allen's cock pressing against his hole. "That's..."

"So goddamn tight." A.J. groaned as he shifted his position on the bed. Lifting Shane's hips higher, he pulled back before pressing forward again, watching as the tip disappeared inside of Shane. "Ok so far?" He glanced up at Shane, surprised to find his dark gaze on him. "Shane?"

"Yes, stop worrying so much honey, I'll be fine." Shane shifted from right to left, sucking in a quick breath as Allen slid deeper. He felt the pressure then the pain. It wasn't as bad as he'd initially expected but enough to make him stiffen in surprise. "W-wait, Allen stop I-I can't..."

"You can sweetheart, trust me ok? I know you can handle this. Just relax with me, yeah?" A.J. ran a soothing hand across Shane's hip, squeezing gently in reassurance. "See, look at you, already relaxing for me. So good baby...keep breathing...just like that." A.J. pressed deeper, as he fought back the urge to just thrust all the way in. Shane was tight, impossibly so even after being stretched but he didn't seem to be in to much pain. Shifting closer, A.J. let out a breath of relief as he slid all the way into Shane. "Jesus, you feel good." Eyes drifting close, A.J. pulled back slowly, eyes opening at the sound from Shane. "Honey?"

Shane lifted shaky hands and placed them on Allen's hips. He didn't move, the desire to cum raced along his nerves as he fought to stay still. When Allen thrust back into him, his jaw clenched. Head pressing back into the pillows, Shane knew he wasn't going to last.

A.J. watched as Shane gave in to the start of his orgasm, grateful to be the one to see it. Proud to be the one causing it, and relieved to be the one enjoying it with Shane. Thrusting harder, A.J. groaned as Shane tightened around him. The small, breathless sounds from Shane were driving him wild. Leaning forward, A.J. pressed a kiss against Shane's parted lips. Grinning as he struggled to return it. "It's ok sweetheart, trust me I understand." He panted as his orgasm started at the base of his spine. Shivering, A. J. lifted Shane's right leg, his hips slowly picking up speed.

Shane tried to hide the sound that rose in his throat as the angle changed. One hand curled tightly into the sheets, the other gripped Allen's thigh. When Allen brushed his prostate, Shane's vision blurred at the edges. All sound in the room narrowed to their pants and groans, slick skin sliding against slick skin. "Allen...I-I can't...please...so close."

Leaning closer, A.J. pressed kisses against Shane's neck and cheek, moving to his lips. He groaned in answer to Shane's moan, the sound moving down his spine in a shiver. Pulling back, he gasped as Shane tightened around him. "You're ready..."

Shane gasped as Allen's hips thrust harder. He stiffened as the world around him went white. The only sound he could hear was Allen's voice whispering in his ear. The praise and awe in his voice pushed Shane over the edge. He held on to the man above him, his shouts of pleasure echoing around the room as he came. Allen's name followed by three words whispering around the room.

A.J. couldn't stop his hips if he wanted to. Shane fell apart beneath him, cumming between them as his body shivered and shook. "God, that's it honey, let go Shane, if you could see yourself." A.J. panted. Raising up, he held Shane's leg, pressing a kiss against the trembling muscles. He thrust harder, twice before his movements faltered. Back arching in pleasure, A.J. groaned as he came inside of Shane, Shaking as the pleasure raced through him. Dropping forward, he pressed kisses against Shane's damp neck. Mouthing three words that he thought had gone unheard.

Panting, Shane lifted a heavy hand and laid it on Allen's sweaty back. "Tired." He whispered, eyes drifting closed from exhaustion. He'd heard what he'd said, heard the whispered words of the man above him. Slowly opening his eyes, he looked over into wide blue eyes.

"You've said it before, I thought I was imagining things when you'd said it last time but you said it again." A.J. looked at Shane, gaze thoughtful. "This isn't the first time either. You said it before we left town too."

Shane could feel his heart racing as he stared up at Allen. He didn't know what to say, how to defend himself. "Allen..." Floundering for words, Shane let out a soft sound of distress. "Wh-what do I say?"

"I love you." A.J. looked down then up, eyes wide with fear as he moved over Shane. "You said it first, did you..."

"I mean it, god I've wanted to tell you but I wasn't sure how and then the divorce and the weekend with the kids." Shane pulled Allen down and kissed him. A slow, sweet kiss that left them both breathless. "I love you, it's taken me this long to tell you and I just..."

"You couldn't hide it anymore." A.J. grinned as he moved over Shane, wincing as he slid out of his body. "Sorry, hate that part to." He chuckled at Shane's look of disappointment. "Guess we both felt the same." Yawning, A.J. leaned down and kissed Shane. "Talk in the morning?"

Shane nodded, eyes drifting closed at the satisfaction thrumming through him. "Talk in the morning." He pulled the drowsy brunette closer, enjoying the feel of the hot body next to his. Love was a fickle situation and for two people to have found it after everything...

"Stop thinkin', go to sleep Shane."

Shane grinned at the sleepy mumble, pressing a kiss against the back of A.J.'s neck. "Not thinking just grateful." His heart's desire had been granted, now to make sure that nothing happened to take it from him.