You know when people tell you it will all get better soon...?
Once I believed it would be like this. Bad times will happen and then, after you suffered for a seemingly endless time you will wake up one morning and wiothout knowing why or when it happend it suddenly would be alright again.
For me it always sounded like some Faiytale a child would want to hear, of a world where no Bad things would stay an din the end you will get you 'Happily forever after'. I mean...thats waht everybody wants, right?
But for some reason I knew that this time it wouldn't get better again...