I decided to try a Kingdom Hearts fanfiction. I loved the game and figured that I'd have a go at an actual fanfiction. Even if it is just a drabble. Inspiration came from one of my friends who was discussing the game with me. Sorry if it's a bit confusing and such.

Dedication: Katraa ; because she's awesome … and an awesomer friend. Envy her… haha.


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Sleepless. That's how he would describe his nights lately.

He's awake again. And he'd cold. So cold.

Blue eyes desperately glance around the vacant bedroom. Those eyes swoop up and down the shadowy walls, praying that the dream was in fact a dream. And he's scared. Terrified.

Hands grip at the sheets, as a purposeless reassurance that he is alive.

He dreamt of him again. Those beautiful turquoise eyes, those muscular arms, that buff chest. That seductive voice. Those strong arms wrapping around him … And in his dream; he killed him.

He died.

The boy shuffles on his bed, reaching for the light beside it to flick it on. Once done, he glances weakly out the window. The dark blanket is strewn with glittery lights; stars.

Think of me when you look at the stars, Sora. Think of me, and I'll be there by your side.

And it hurts so much. It drills a hole through his bruised heart.

He wants the pain to go away. He wants to erase the past and he wants his best friend back.

He wants to atone for his sins.

He wants to live again with his two best friends on the islands, not in some stuffy room in Radiant Gardens. He wants to smile at the stupidest things. (which in his opinion aren't stupid at all.)

But most of all. He wants Riku back, and for him to love him.