Ally sat in the corner of the room in Austin's shirt as the memories went over her mind like a movie, she was missing Austin like mad, but he was on a world tour, his dreams finally came true.. Ally knew he was going to come back soon... Possibly in a few months..
The first memory went over her mind...
When Ally discovered that her boyfriend, screw that, ex-boyfriend Dallas cheated on her, she looked at him in disbelief and ran away, when she got to Sonic Boom she ran up to the practice room and slid down the wooden door, after 2 minutes of sobbing she stood up and looked at the picture on the little wooden shelf, It was her and Dallas on their anniversary...
She picked up the picture frame and threw it, and she watched it as it smashed onto the wooden floor of the practice room, her legs felt weak as she sunk into the ground, soon enough Austin came in.
''Are you alright?'' He asked as concern filled his eyes.
Ally nodded, ''I j-just n-n-need some time on my own...'' she managed to choke out.
Austin hesitated but still decided to leave the room, even if he didn't want to.
Whenever Ally cried, she refused for Austin to comfort her, she thought she would look weak, as she does right now, but she needs him.. and... He's gone, who knows how long it will pass until he gets back, a day without him feels like a year, although she's been trying to put up with it for about a year now.
Ally looked over to her's and Austin's bed, it seemed to be always made up on his side, no matter how she tossed and turned in her sleep, Ally's body left Austin's side untouched, it has been that way since the first day Austin has left.
Austin looked at the broken hearted ally who was about to have a mental breakdown, he of course offered to stay with her, but she couldn't let herself ruin his dreams, not now, when a huge opportunity has came to him, a tear escaped her eye, Austin was Actually close to crying himself.
''Hey,'' he whispered as he cupped her face into his hands, wiping away the tear with his thumb. ''It will go by fast, soon enough i'll be back home, begging you for pancakes at 3 in the morning..'' He said, which made her chuckle.
''I know.. But im going to miss you'' she whispered back.
''I know me too Alls..'' he said before kissing her passionately, grabbing her waist and pulling her closer to him, she put her arms around his neck as she pushed him more into the heated kiss they had.. But it had to end soon, too soon..
''Bye baby girl, take care..'' he whispered as he kissed her forehead and gave her the last reassuring hug and pulled away, making his way to the transport for his tour, what he didn't know was that she counted the steps that he took, and although it was just a few steps, she already felt the emptiness.
He looked back one last time before giving her a weak smile and done a heart with his hands, as she did it back to him, the tears already flowing out of her eyes.
She was now a mess, she had bags under her eyes and she wasn't even bothered to tidy the house, she missed him too much it had given her a heart ache, her heart shattered each time she woke up in their bed... Alone..
Shes starting to miss his handsome face, the coffee brown eyes with flecks of gold, his sun kissed skin and the bleach blonde hair, which she likes to run her fingers through, and she knows he likes it too...
He always knew what to say to her when she was having a bad day, it was like he was her cure for everything, he made her day by saying only a few words, and that was enough, she only wanted to hear his voice, kiss his lips and hug him endlessly.
Ally had never felt this way before, about any boy, but the only boy that made her feel that way was Austin, just doing the little things brightened her day, and made it okay, and that's exactly how she fell in love with Austin Moon, the first guy she had ever loved, although she never knew what love felt like, until Austin taught her.
Whatever Ally did reminded her of Austin, when she ate pancakes, when she lazed around in bed all day, or whenever she did anything related to music, Austin was her world.
The clothes he left lying on the floor, are still in the same position, they smell of him, and Ally enjoys it that he decided to leave some clothes, she's been currently wearing his t-shirts, she loves smelling them because he smells of candy floss, and pancakes, it just makes her smile, wondering how he does it.
She loves everything that he does, the way he hugs her, kisses her, his love for pancakes, the way he puts his friends first, but most importantly, the way that he's him.
She knows they were made for each over, she doesn't know how, maybe its because she had always felt that spark when they kissed, when she saw him she has always got those butterflies immediantly, or was it the way all those little things he done and said made her blush instantly? she didn't know, that must be the Austin Moon's special secret.
He's the main reason that she still lives, she pours her whole heart into each song she writes for HIM, she does everything for him with effort, because she loves him.
hey its Alex! this took me a while to write up so don't hate! the story is based on the song 'When your gone' by Avril Lavigne.
Theres going to be a PART 2 to this when Austin comes back from his tour ;D