Summary: Tomoyo and the story of her life. Its base of flashbacks, which has lots of drama and romance up ahead. Each chapter has a song. It's kind of short. I am not really into long stories. Too lazy. Althogether it's about 4 or so chapters.
First Chapter: Emotions
Tomoyo came home to an empty house. She wonders where everyone could be. Her beautiful silky purple hair tied up into a perfect bun. Her amethyst eyes were dull after a long day at work. She had taken over her mother's company 'Daidouji Toy Company' since her mother, Sonomi Daidouji, was just too old for it. Tomoyo had gladly taken the job as CEO of the company. She loved kids and worked to do her best in designing new toys and models. Still it was hard work.
Walking up the long stairs she went and took a nice hot relaxing bubble bath. When she was done she raped herself in a long blue towel. Walking to her spacious bedroom she put on her expensive purple silk pajamas.
It was already seven surly someone would be home by now. Walking back down to the living room she didn't hear anyone in the house. Bored to death she went to her favorite place in that whole house, the music room. Sitting on one of the comfy chairs she put on her tape mix. All her favorite songs put into one little tiny tape.
This place was her time to think about the past and how many things happened. So many things changed in one lifetime. Soon a song came on.
Yes, she can remember what this song reminded her of. So sad...
Flashback
A sixteen-year old Tomoyo Daidouji just came home after witnessing Syaoran propose to Sakura in the middle of their date. Sakura told Tomoyo not to sneak on them, but she just couldn't miss any of Sakura's 'Kawaii moments'. Oi, how she regretted taping them behind their back. Tomoyo hearing Sakura jump up and down happily shouting 'Hai' just made her heart wrench. Yes, she was happy that Sakura was happy, but they aren't even old enough to get married. Besides she wanted more time with her best friend before Sakura is completely Syaoran's...Not that she wasn't already.
Syaoran's asking for Sakura's hand in marriage repeated over and over in the head of Tomoyo as she cried herself to sleep. She knew that they, the perfect couple, was still on there date. Together. Forever. She remembered the times that Sakura use to rely on her. Tomoyo Daidouji and not Syaoran Li. She remembered when they were little how Sakura would run to her about anything that happened. Now she tells everything to Syaoran.
She didn't know whom to rely on besides Sakura. Tomoyo didn't know whom she could love in this whole wide world besides her green-eyed goddess. She wanted to run away from the world. Hide from her unrequited love. Oh how she wanted to love someone that was not as perfect as Sakura. Then maybe she had a chance at love that can be returned. Yes, she knew that Sakura loved her as a sister, and a best friend, but Tomoyo wanted more, so much more.
Remembering when they were little it was always 'Sakura and Tomoyo' or 'Tomoyo and Sakura'. They were so close. Now it was either 'Sakura and Syaoran' or 'Syaoran and Sakura'. It will never be the way it was when they were little. Tomoyo knows that things change, but why did it have to change so fast? Couldn't she just love Sakura a little longer before Syaoran took her heart away? Maybe in a thousand years?
Tomoyo's mind was in turmoil. So many emotions. So much...pain. Lost hope...
Nobody will love her and nobody will ever love her as much as she loved Sakura. Maybe she can just marry someone nice and learn to love, but she knew that Sakura would always be 'The One' for her. Maybe this was meant to be. Tomoyo was never going to get over her love for her crush, her lover, her everything. How she longed that Sakura would kiss her the way she kiss Syaoran. How she wish that Sakura would call her at night and say 'goodnight' to her like when they were little.
At least her Sakura was so naive that she thought everything was the best for Tomoyo. She always had her mask on as Sakura and Syaoran walk away together. Just like now she cried herself to sleep. Her pillows drenched from her hot tears. Yet Sakura never and will never see her cry because of her stupid sadness. Yes, she must always be happy for Sakura. Always look happy for Sakura. Tomoyo does everything to make Sakura not know of any sadness in her best friend. Sakura would be worried and Tomoyo wouldn't want that.
End of Flashback
Tomoyo wiped her tears away as she remember herself drifting to sleep crying her heart out for someone that would love her as much as Sakura. Yes, she also wished that that person that loved her so...She wished that she loved that person as much as she loved Sakura. Wishful thinking she had always thought. Till...