It's so cold in here. I have goosebumps up and down my entire body. I need to get warm. Whenever I try to move the chains cut into my thin ankles and wrist that I feel pain. If I move to much they bleed. These damn chains are too tight. I can't remember the last time I ate. I've learned to deal with my hunger pains by mixing in a little bit of dirt in with my bucket of water I have next to me. Every night I look out of the little cell window and try to figure out where the hell I am. But, tonight it's the coldest it's ever been. Being chained up and naked is horrible in this cold.
All I can remember from the night I was taken was walking out of where I work at Olive Garden. It was a little after 1:00am and I was walking home. I heard something behind me and when I went to turn around something hit me in the head. I blacked out and woke up chained here naked. It's always dark besides for the little bit of sunshine that shines thru the cell window in the mornings. This place smells like mold and the walls are made out of cinder blocks. The floor is concrete. There's a door that master comes in and out of. Masters visits are always painful. I dread when he comes in here.
I know I'm not alone down here because I hear other women screaming and sobbing from time to time. That's how I know when master has picked up another girl. If she knew what was good for her she would shut up. You don't want master to come back to your cell ever. I don't know how many girls have come and gone since I've been here, but I hear new women often.
Master only comes in your cell when he's angry, or if I make any sounds without his permission. I remember my first night here i was screaming as loud as I could for help when master came in my cell. I couldn't get a good look at him because he only comes down here in the dark. He beat me till I bleed. He had a whip and he cracked me across my back. I screamed out in pain. He told me to count and I just kept screaming for help, so cracked the whip again across my back. I don't know how many times he hit me, but I never counted. I eventually blacked out from the pain. I don't know how long I was passed out for, but I remember waking up in pain and covered in blood. I cried for a very long time.
The next night after I woke up master came down to my cell. He chained me up and told me if I keep my mouth shut things will be easy and pain free for me. I spit in his face. The whipping came again. I couldn't move for three weeks without pain radiating thru my body from the hits. Or, at least I think it was three weeks. I lose track of days down here.
After that whipping I never spoke another word again. Not even to master unless he tells me to speak. When he comes in my cell I know a beating is coming. I fear him.
I figured out that once a week someone brings me scraps to eat. They always come by when it's pitch black. Every other night I get a clean bucket of water. I've had food 9 times since I've been captured here. It's very lonely and cold. I don't know why I'm here.
My life was amazing before being captured. I was living with my best friend Kate. We just graduated from WSU and moved to Seattle. Kate's parents bought her an apartment and I was living in Kate's spare bedroom. Kate is my best friend. She's always been supportive of all my decisions. I graduated with a Bachelor's degree in English Literature. I was suppose to start my new job at a publishing house at SIP, but I never got the chance to start there.
When I got off work from Olive Garden it was my last night. It was a Sunday. I was suppose to start at SIP Monday morning, but that never happened.
When I first arrived here I tried to figure out who the hell took me. I've played that night over and over in my head and I can't come up with anything. There was no customers who stood out or anything. As far as I know I don't have any enemies and I've never even been mean to anyone. Kate always told me that I was like a doormat. I just let everyone walk all over me. It's something I vow to change if I ever get out of here. I want to stand up for myself and get my life back. Hopefully I can still get into publishing.
I'm determined to get out of here someday but I don't know when and I don't know how. But, I can't lose hope.
I'm snapped from my thoughts when I hear the lock on my cell opening. I turn and face the wall opposite the door and get on my knees with my palms resting on my knees. Master has told me to wait for him like this if he whenever he's return to my cell, so here I am looking at the floor waiting for master. He walks around me so he's facing me. He kneels down so we're eye level.
Master: "you look disgusting."
*smack*
He slapped me across my face hard. I hold back the tears that are about to flow. The pain and force of the hit almost knocked me off my knees.
*smack*
He slapped me on the other side of my face and the forced knocked me off my knees. I fall to the cold cement ground. I hold in a sob and the scream that wants to come out. He kicks me in the ribs.
master: "get on your knees bitch!"
I slowly get to my knees when he kicks me again.
Master: "Move faster."
I move as quickly as I can to my knees. I don't know what I did. I didn't make any noise. Why is he here. Master walks behind me. He moves my hair that is hanging down my back to my shoulder. Fuck. My back is exposed he's going to hit me. Just as thought occurred a searing pain shots from my back. It hurts so bad that I scream out in pain. My body has betrayed me by making a sound. Master laughs.
Master: "I knew I could me speak."
*crack*
Master: "Count Bitch."
I'm in so much pain I whisper "one."
Master: "I can't hear you."
*Crack*
"ONE!" I yell as loud as possibly could. He hits me five more times. The tears are falling from my eyes. It hurt so bad. Master walks around back in front of me and kneels down so we are eye level again.
Master: "Look at me!"
I look up and thru the moonlight shining in my cell I can finally see who master is. It's someone who I thought was my meet my first day of college. I was walking looking at the ground when I ran into him. I dropped my books and bent down to pick them up. He bent over to help me pick them up and we hit our heads off of one another. We both laughed. Since that day we hung out every day at school. He was majoring in art. We never had any class together, but we would always meet up somewhere on campus and study together.
About a week before we graduated he told me he liked me more then a friend but the feelings weren't mutual. I never thought of him as anything more than a friend. That day I didn't want to be mean, so I told him I don't want to lose a good friend by dating him. He didn't take what I had to say seriously and tried to kiss me. I stepped back from him and he just smiled and said he got it. Yet here we are I'm his god damn prisoner.
"Jose?"
*slap* fuck right across the face again.
Master: "Did I tell you to speak."
I don't say anything, but look up at him with as much hate in my eyes as I possibly can. I look to his hand and see a cane. That's what he was hitting me with. Fuck that hurt.
Master: "I'm going to talk and you're going to listen. If you speak I will make sure you don't get shit to eat."
I don't say anything and look at him while he's talking. "It's been a long time Ana. I've been trying to figure out what to do with you. You see these other girls I bring down here I don't give a shit about. I don't even feed them, but you…. There's something about you that it's hard for me to take my anger out on. I don't want to see you in pain, but you have to learn to obey me. I want you as my wife Ana. I'm going to make you my wife. These other women here I beat and fuck hard till they bleed and beg me to stop….. but with you It's different."
FUCK I'm losing consciousness.
*Slap*
Master: "Wake the fuck up when I'm talking to you."
The pain from the cane whipping is unbearable. I can feel blood coming out of the spots where the cane hit me. I feel warm where the blood is running.
Master: "Ana don't make me hit you again. Stay with me. I need you to know that I'm not going to let you go. I need you to obey me. This is why I'm punishing you. That way you will see how good you have it when I make you my wife…"
I feel myself starting to sway. I'm going to pass out.
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Ugh…. My head hurts. It's so bright in here. Wait what the fuck. I shot my eyes open and it takes me awhile for my eyes to focus. Where the hell am I? I look around and i'm handcuffed to a bed. There's an IV in my arm. This room is red and I see all kinds of stuff hanging around the bed. There's whips, belts, floggers, and canes. I cringe when I see them. There's some kind of monitor hooked up to my finger. I look at the machine and it's a heart rate machine. What is going on? What happened?
After sometime someone walks in. It's Jose. Fuck. My heart rate jumps and Jose looks at the machine.
Master: "You don't have to be scared Ana."
Is he fucking kidding me. He fucking kidnapped me and locked me a fucking cell and beat the shit out me more times then I can count.
Master: "I'm glad you're finally awake. You lost a lot of blood. You've been out for two weeks."
I just nod. I was blacked out for two weeks. Holy crap.
Master: "I'm going to unlock your handcuff and you are going to go take a shower. The shower is thru that door. I need you to look presentable. I have guest coming over. There's a dress in there for you."
He unlocks my handcuffs and I move as quickly to the bathroom as I can. Why am I not in my cell? What people is he bringing over?
*Knock Knock*
Master: "I don't hear the shower running Ana!"
I turn shower on and I begin to think. How do I get out of here. Think Ana. Think. I look around the bathroom and it's empty besides for the dress Master left for me, shampoo and body wash. There's not even a towel in here. I see a window above the toilet and stand on the toilet to see out it.
I look out the window and see nothing but trees. If I can fit out this window I can make a run for it. I rather die in the damn sea of trees I see then take another beating from Master. I slowly lift the window and wiggle myself out. I hit the ground hard on my back. It fucking hurts, but I get up. I have to run. I have to try and get away from him.
So, I run. I'm naked and running thru this sea of trees. It's so cold out here. My feet are hurting. I need to stop. I stop at a tree to catch my breathe. I hear a tree branch snap and I take off running. I keep running. I'm so tired. I need to rest. I need to stop. I look around and see a tree that fell over. I go to the tree and slip next to it. I take some of the branches that have leaves and break them off of the fallen tree. I hid myself under the branches of leaves and catch my breathe. The leaves seem to be keeping me warm. It's so warm. I'm going to stay here and hide until daylight. I can't see where I'm running right now and it's so cold.
XXXXX
I wake up to see the sun shining. It's so nice to be out of that cell. I panic and realize master is probably looking for me. I have to get up and run. I have to find help. I look around and don't see anyone. I wait and listen to see if I hear anything and I don't. I get up and starting running. I don't know where I'm going, but I have to save myself.
I don't know how long I am running, but I hear a car. I stop and listen…. I run towards the sound of a car. I turn and start running in that direction.
I come across a stream and use my hands to drink some water. It feels so good going down my throat. It's so refreshing. I stay here for a little while and rest. I don't have the strength to continue. Shit I'm exhausted. I'm going to rest.
XXXX
I wake up and see that it's dark out. Fuck. I need to move. I readjust my eyes and head the way I heard the car drive by earlier. I run and run. I keep running. Then BAMN!
What that fuck was that. I feel pain shooting thru me everywhere. I can't move. I can't move.
Mystery Man: "Fuck! Why did you run out in front of my car?"
I look up and see a man who is tall, muscular and broad-shouldered with dark copper-colored hair and gray eyes. He looks like an angel. I try to speak but all I can say is "Help."
A/N: What do you guys think? GOOD?BAD?Should I continue?
