A/N: I've been thinking and thinking about this, so I finally decided to get it out... hope you enjoy

Btw the Bella in this story in NOT exactly the Bella in the Twilight saga. She is more... confident? Whatever you'll see what I mean, I kind of wrote her as a different person in this story as you will see....

Disclaimer: I do not own anything of Twilight... the passage below in italics belongs strictly to Stephenie Meyer

Summary: Bella comes to visit Jacob after the fight with the newborns in Eclipse

Chapter 1

Only She Can Make Me Feel This Good

The begining of this takes place on pg. 596 of Eclipse

"Lie down, you idiot, you'll hurt yourself!" I jumped to my feet and pushed his good shoulder down with two hands.

He surrendered, leaning back with a gasp of pain, but he grabbed me around my waist and pulled me down on the bed, against his good side.

I curled up there, trying to stifle the silly sobs against his hot skin.

"I can't believe you're crying," he mumbled.

"You know I just said those things because you wanted me to. I didn't mean them."

(NOW MY TAKE OF HOW THINGS COULD'VE/WOULD'VE/SHOULD'VE HAPPENED FROM HERE ON.)

I absorbed his rough words and blinked, my tears coming rapidly down my cheeks.

I don't know what came over me then, my mind and mouth became their own functioning being,

"Yes I did want you to say it. Well not say it Jake, it terrified me, the thought of loosing you... but kissing me..." My voice drifted off in awe at the memory of it.

We both were silent then, recalling the intimate rushed act that had occured less than several hours ago.

We both heaved a sigh in unision and looked back at each other.

"What are you saying Bella?" He asked quietly, his hands lightly toying with a strand of my hair.

I looked away sheepishly and shrugged.

But I did know what I wanted to say.

I wanted to say how much I loved him and appreciated him.

He was my lifesaver, besides Edward himself.

But Jacob had literally brought me back to my living self after so many months of acting like a zombie.

Somehow I had managed to live through Edward's abandonment and start a new relationship with Jacob.

I really wanted to look into his eyes and say it.

I love you.

Jacob's huge hand came down and cupped my chin.

He dragged my face up so that we were face to face.

His eyes smoldered into mine.

"Bella?" His voice was desperate.

"Jake I... I..."

He tightened his arms around me and pulled me tighter against him.

"What?" He growled.

"I...I... I love... you."

Sobs racked violently through my chest.

I was barely aware that his fingers tightened around my chin and yanked me up to his lips.

I groaned loudly when our lips collided hotly.

Jacob's lips were already spread and they molded mine making me jerk.

I gasped into his mouth and felt his tongue lap around my lips then slide into my mouth and within the crevices.

I gasped again loudly into his mouth, he approved and groaned back tightening his hold around me even more.

With a growl Jacob released my lips and pushed me so that I rolled onto his chest.

My eyes widened as I looked down at him.

I had never been in this intimate of a position with him.

But I didn't feel like I was close enough.

Neither did Jacob, his hands came to rest on my waist, pressing our centers harder against each other.

I groaned overwhelmed by his body heat and pressure on me.

Jacob leaned up so that we were kissing again.

I lightly pushed him down, knowing it would be better for his injuries, and we continued to kiss heavily.

His body heat made me hotter for him, I suddenly could not control my desire for him.

I kissed down his jawline, down his thick leathery neck and down his solid chest and stomach.

Jacob ran his hands through my hair as my lips moved across every surface of his skin.

He grasped my temples with his thumbs and lifted my head lazily up so that our eyes met.

"Bella, you can only push me so far."

I groaned and went back to kissing his hard chest.

"No Bella," he growled trying to sit up.

"Bella you don't wanna do this-"

I pushed him down again, it much easier to do since he was injured.

Jacob grabbed my shoulders in his massive hands and held me at arms length.

"Bella if we do this now I will NEVER EVER be able to forget you. We may never be the same again." He said forcefully.

Hot stinging tears leaked through my eyes.

"Jake, you are already always going to be a part of me."

I was straddling him, my legs around his huge torso and my palms flat against his chest hunched over him.

Jake grunted and shook his head.

I silently and very quickly lifted my shirt up over my head.

Jacob's eyes widened.

I wore no bra.

"Jacob Edward has my heart. And he will always have it... you... can have my body." The words came out quickly and in a mumbled mess.

In this strange totally twisted version of my love for the both of them though this seemed like the right thing and best thing to do.

Jacob's jaw opened then snapped shut tightly.

He inhaled sharply.

"Jacob things already will never be the same between us. Let me give myself to you... for one time."

His shoulders relaxed and he reached up to brush one of his hands lightly across my collarbone, then down featherlike across my right breast.

"Just for one time?" He whispered.

I nodded.

"I can't continue an affair when I'm engaged, or married."

"But you're engaged now." He pointed out.

"True. I can't continue an affair when I'm married." I edited.

"What about Edward? What if he finds out? He would eventually..."

"He said that if I wanted you to kiss me... or touch me, he had no problem with it. As long as it made me happy. But we will just always keep this between us." I said leaning down to nudge my nose with his.

He exhaled dramatically and closed his eyes.

"Bella do you have any idea how badly and how long I have wanted this?"

I shook my head.

"No I didn't, until now, because now I feel the same."

He kissed my lips hungrily and I framed his face with my hands.

I pushed him back down lightly and we grinded against one another.

Jacob's hands moved so that they cupped around my breasts.

I gasped and tightened my thighs around his torso.

"AGHHH!" he gasped.

Terrified I had injured him further I pulled away quick as lightning.

"Jacob are you ok!?" I asked horrified.

He coughed twice then glanced up at me with lusty eyes.

"Bella couldn't you have picked a more convient time to decide this?" He asked with a chuckle.

I blushed.

"Just lay back and relax," I instructed him, fighting off my sudden surfacing fears and nerves.

Jacob narrowed his eyes.

"Bella you can't do this alone. I have to, and very badly want to put some effort into this too." He suddenly sounded very eager.

"Shh," I whispered tugging the elastic of his sweat pants down to his thighs.

Jacob's manhood was the first I had ever seen before.

And it terrified me.

I had never seen something so vast and massive, but what should I have expected of him?

It was Jacob Black for Christ's sake!

I gulped and ran my fingers down it experimentally.

Jacob groaned heavily from beneath me and balled his hands into fists.

"Bella!"

I had no idea what I was doing from this point on, a new sexual being surfaced within me, smothering my nerves, and took control over from here on out.

I slid his pants down the remainder of the way down his legs and through them to the wooden floor.

I came back up, Jacob completely naked before me, and kissed his navel.

Jacob groaned again and grabbed me around my waist.

He yanked me up to him and kissed me searingly on the lips.

When he pulled away I was breathless.

"Quiet Bella," he growled in my ear.

"You don't want Billy to hear us do you?"

I shook my head, but doing this with someone less than a hundred feet away from us and only seperated from them by a wooden door made this more exciting... a little too exciting.

I reached down between us and grasped his member in my small hand.

I felt him grow within my hand and gasped.

"Bella," Jacob groaned fingering my pants.

I didn't want to wait and suddenly thousands of ideas of sexual imagery sprung into my head.

I grasped him harder in my hand only to have him grip my waist tighter and hear him try to stifle a yell.

"Bella don't be so forward, I have no experience with this and can't keep my... my voice... down- oh Bella-"

I slithered down his body and stared down at his member.

I leaned forward contemplating on if I should perform oral on him.

He reached down trying to push me away quickly.

"No Bella I would never ask you to- oh god Bella!" He broke off.

I slid his member into my hot mouth and slowly bobbed forward and backwards.

Jacob's hands tightened and fisted the bed sheets turning his knuckles white.

I finally released him when he kept growling:

"I don't wanna cum in your mouth."

I pulled away and side scooted off of the bed.

He watched me puzzled.

I unbuttoned and unzipped my jeans in flash.

He watched intensely as I peeled them down my thighs and to my ankles where I shook them the remainder off.

Jacob opened his mouth:

"Bells I-"

I whipped my blue panties down.

Jacob's eyes widened further and he inhaled heavily all at once.

I turned around quickly, locked his bedroom door then turned back around to him.

He stared at my body up and down for a moment then made a furious attempt to get out of the bed and presumably tackle me, but it hurt him and he just growled furiously.

"Bella come here. Now."

I smiled feebly and went back over to him on the bed.

I straddled him lightly, but made sure that our centers didn't touch.

"Jacob," I whispered.

"I want to make love with you."

He growled deeply in his chest.

With that I leaned up and ever so slowly began my decent down onto him.

The tip of his member probbed me, spreading me, but not hurting me.

Jacob put his hands on my waist and pulled me down lightly.

I took his full member in and we both through our heads back and moaned.

I was starting to feel the pinching pain, but I ignored it focusing on Jacob's face in my head.

Jacob's hands were grasping at my waist, chest and buttocks desperately.

I opened my eyes and moaned loudly looking down at him.

His hands were attached to my waist and were pulling me harder down onto him.

"Bell-Bellaaaa," he groaned trying to thrust up into me.

I pushed myself farther down to help ease his need and then pulled up, then came down tenderly again.

"Oh god, move faster," he bit out.

"I don't want to hurt you," I gasped.

"Bella you can't hurt me! This is the greatest feeling in the world!" He growled.

"Keep your voice down," I reminded him trying to keep my own voice down.

"Not unless you ride me harder!" He panted.

I complied.

Roughly going down on him and riding him forward, backward, side to side and found that it was even more incredibly pleasurable.

Bella plastered her hands down against his chest and Jacob's massive arms encircled around her tiny waist.

Jacob grunted and Bella gasped as the friction between their bodies set them both on fire.

"Uhhh ohh gods JACOB!"

"BELLA!"

Both were now too far gone to be able to remember to stay quiet.

"Uhhnnn, uhhh, ughhh Bellaaa...."

"Jacob, Jacob, Jacob, JA-COB! OH!"

Their bodies began to glisten over with sweat and their holds on one another became slick.

"Oooh, so soft... sweet... beautiful..." Jacob panted running his massive hands over Bella's thighs and inner thighs.

"Oh Jacob," Bella mumbled closing her eyes and tightening her hold on his shoulders.

"I'm so close Bells," Jacob piped up.

"Jacob!" Bella shrieked as she felt a pulsing feeling within her, like a coil tightening.

"Oh Jacob!" A buyoant feeling clasped around her and Bella felt like she was riding a out a tidal wave of pleasure.

Jacob's arms tightened more around her and used all his strength to thrust up into her.

He came a second later after her shouting her name several times.

Both teens came to a jerky halt on one another and stopped both panting and breathing heavily.

"Bella..." Jacob moaned.

Bella lightly pulled away from Jacob and fell over to the side of him, still panting.

"Jacob..."

When Jacob woke up, it must've been much later that day from the lack of sunlight coming from his window, Bella was gone.

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