Totally brand new fanfiction. Not related to "It Was Only Just a Dream". I don't own anything that is Tokio Hotel. All the other characters came from my own imagination :P

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"A thousand oceans wide, that's how far you are from me, Tom. That's how far it feels like" says a young girl with long brown hair, fair skin and bright blue gray eyes looking out from her window into the starry, cool night. She breathes in the sights and sounds of Kuwait. She's been living in her dad's 10th story apartment with her mom for several months now.

Her name is Kyra. She was born in Kuwait, but her parents moved to Germany after her birth because her father was stationed there shortly before he retired from military service. Her family lived in a small town of Magdeburg. During their stay in Magdeburg, her mom made friends with their next door neighbor, a Simone Kaulitz. What Kyra didn't know was that, she would fall in love with Simone's oldest son, Tom Kaulitz, who will soon be part of the greatest German band the world, has ever seen.

Her hand absently rubs her rotund belly and feels a kick, nudge underneath her hand. She looks down, smiling and whispers part of a song that's playing in the background in her room:

Do you know how much you meant to me?
Oh no
Do you know I still carry the memories?
Oh no
Did you know that for me letting go wasn't easy?
Oh no, no you don't

Do you still listen to our lullaby?
Oh no
Does it help you get to sleep at night?
Oh no
Are you singing along by the pale moonlight?
Oh no, no you don't

A single tear falls down to her cheek as she sings to the two lives growing inside of her. Every time she sings this song to her babies, she is reminded of their father.

"I might never see him… He might never see his beautiful babies…" she thought as the tears fall faster. Just as she continues to sing the rest of the song, a voice above her is heard.

"How many months are you?" says a tall, young man who appears to be two years older that Kyra with dark brown hair, bright blue eyes, blue jeans and a white shirt sitting in the balcony above Kyra's window.

Kyra is startled by the voice and quickly looks up and says, "Jesus Christ… You scared me!"

"Oh, I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. My name's Eric by the way" the young man says sincerely.

She lays a hand over her quick beating heart, sighs, and says to Eric, "It's fine, I didn't realized anyone was out in the balconies this time of night. Hi, Eric. My name's Kyra. And I'm about 4 months along now."

Eric looks down at her with a disbelieving look on his face and replies back, "4 months? You look to be about 5 or 6 though."

She laughs sadly and says back to him, "I'm carrying twins. That's why I look so big."

He nods his head saying, "Gotcha. That makes a lot more sense now. You look pretty young to be a soon to be mom."

Her eyes divert away from him and says quietly, "It's because I am. I'm only 12… but I'll be turning 13 in about two weeks."

"Whoa! 12? You're only 12? 4 months pregnant with twins at age 12!" says a bewildered Eric.

"Yeah… it's true. It's a sad truth but the truth none the less" says Kyra a bit tersely.

There was silence between the two of them for quick a while then Eric broke the silence by asking her cautiously, "So… Who's the dad? If you don't mind me asking."

Kyra smiled and said "It's fine. His name is Tom Kaulitz."

"Tom Kaulitz? What a weird last name but somewhat familiar actually" says Eric.

She laughed and said, "Wow, I'm kinda surprised that you know that name."

"Really? Well, the last name sounds really familiar for some reason. Have you decided on the names of your kids? Are they identical or fraternal twins?" asked Eric.

"They're fraternal twins. A boy and a girl. Yes, I've decided on the names. For my little boy, I want to name him, Draco Xavier Thaddeus Lucius Kaulitz and for my baby girl, Ginevra Diana Allie Phoenix Kaulitz."

"I see that you gave them their father's last name. God, why is his last name so damn familiar? "says Eric slightly frustrated.

Kyra looks up at him smiling then says, "I'll be right back."

Her head disappears back into her room. After a few seconds Kyra pops back into Eric's view. He sees that she has an iPod in hand and was searching for a song.

Eric who's curiosity has been peeked asks her, "Kyra, what are you doing?"

She looked back at him and laughed saying, "You'll see. Just give me a minute. Here, listen to this song really quick. Don't worry; I'm not going to play all of it. Just a little snippet of it if you will."

The air filled with the words of a young German singing:

I'm staring at a broken door

There's nothing left here anymore

My room is cold, it's making me insane

I've been waiting here so long

Another moment seems to have come

I see the dark clouds coming up again

Running through the monsoon

Beyond the world till the end of time

Where the rain won't hurt

Fighting the storm into the blue

Eric's eyes widen in recognition of the song. Kyra sees this and end the song right at "fighting the storm into the blue."

"That's umm… Uhhh, 'Monsoon' by Tokio Hotel, isn't it?" says Eric excitedly as he remembers the song.

Kyra laughs again at him and says, "Yup. It sure is…"

Then she looks down at her hand on her belly. She felt another nudge and says quietly to her babies, "That's your uncle singing you guys to sleep. He's pretty good, isn't he?"

Eric hearing this, begins to wonder. Hmm, she said "that's your uncle singing you guys to sleep…" Wait a sec, the lead singer has a twin brother who plays the guitar. An older brother, ahhh what the hell was his name! Tom! That's it! Tom Kaulitz….! Thought Eric with his mouth wide open.

"Wait a sec, Tom Kaulitz, the guitarist from Tokio Hotel is your kids' dad?" says Eric bewildered for the second time that night.

"Funny, huh? But yes. He's the one who got me pregnant" says Kyra a little bitter.

Sensing the bitterness in her voice, Eric decides to ask, "How old is he?"

"He just turned 17 last month" says Kyra after some thought.

"17? You're 12 going on 13 and he got you pregnant when he was 16?" says Eric almost yelling.

Kyra glares at him and says, "Keep your voice down! My parents are asleep and I'm supposed to be asleep now. And don't say it as if he raped me."

Eric whisper yells, "Technically, it is rape! You are well under the age of consent! I'm only 14 and I'm two years under the age of consent."

"Well, my kids were conceived in Germany. And he was 16… I was willing" says Kyra quite tersely.

"That's still oh so wrong…" says Eric disgustedly.

"If you feel that way about how much we were in love, then fine. I'm off to bed. I need to get up early anyways because I'm leaving for the states" says Kyra angrily.

"But, but! I'm sorry, Kyra!" yelled Eric but it was too late. Kyra locked her window and closed the curtain.

I knew I never should've have told him anything about me… why must I be such a fool! Dammit, Kyra! Think before you dare open your mouth! Thought Kyra madly.

She was walking around her small room hurriedly and with anger. She sighed in frustration but then quickly stopped when she felt the kicks come violently as if a warning from her kids that she shouldn't be upset.

"Oh, I'm sorry babies. I didn't mean to get all upset over a little thing" cooed Kyra to her tummy.

She then walked over to her iPod and started searching for the song she was singing earlier before she was interrupted by Eric. With the mention of his name in her mind, anger flashed right behind it. Another kick was received then she started playing "Turn Back the Time" by Chase Coy to calm herself and her babies down.

As soon as she heard the soft melody of Chase's voice and guitar fill her room, she relaxed and started singing along with him.

Do you know how much you meant to me?

Oh no

Do you know I still carry the memories?

Oh no

Did you know that for me letting go wasn't easy?

Oh no, no you don't

Do you still listen to our lullaby?

Oh no

Does it help you get to sleep at night?

Oh no

Are you singing along by the pale moonlight?

Oh no, no you don't

I just need a bit more time

To get you off my mind tonight

I'm thinking of your bright blues eyes,

Brighter than the stars that lit the skies,

An angel in disguise

I just need a bit more time

I wanna hold you in my arms tonight

I can't forget those bright blue eyes,

Can't forget the moment they met mine

Please turn back the time.

As the song continued to play on repeat, she pulled back the covers in her twin sized bed and curled up underneath the blankets. Kyra shivered as she brought the cool sheets over her shoulders. She could feel her eyelids drifting down her eyes and felt one of her unborn kids move inside her. After rubbing her belly and singing quietly, she fell into a deep sleep filled with images of her and Tom.

Whoo! First chapter is DONE! :D I decided to do this fanfic because I had another break through idea/daydream while I was washing dishes today actually. Hope this story is to everyone's liking. Review, please!
Oh yes, the songs played in this chapter are: "Turn Back The Time" by Chase Coy and "Monsoon" by Tokio Hotel