Never Stopped

by Lynne1923

Eli moves back to Degrassi his senior year to find a new Clare and can't help but be reminded of his feelings. Can he get her back or will he be stuck with the memories of what once was? Clare and Eli Rated T for now

1. Chapter 1: Gone

Never Stopped

++++++++++++++++++ Chapter 1: Gone++++++++++++++++++++++

***************** Clare's pov *****************

"Did you erase me from your mind?" I screamed at the figure in front of me. I watched as he just stood there, in front of me and said nothing, not a word. I grinded my teeth together in pure anger and pain. Why? He had been there for me, always, and now he was just gone!

+++++++ Two days later+++++

I snarled at my alarm clock as it beckoned me to wake up. I slid out of bed and grabbed some clothes. I changed and stumbled, sleepily, down the stairs and into the kitchen, the empty kitchen.

I sighed my parents were at work and I was stuck at home alone. I grabbed a banana and slouched down on the couch. I roughly bit into it and glared at the floor. I had been like this for two days. It all started on this one day, one painfully annoying day, when my whole world comes craving down on me! I lose the person I practically love and come home to more of my parents arguing about bullshit!

I snarled and chucked the banana peel at the trash can. I don't even want to talk about it! It's to painful and aggravating.

I watched as the peel hit the side of the trash can and fell to the floor. I closed my eyes and my nostrils flared as I took deep breaths. I felt ugly and un wanted! Don't get me wrong I know I'm not but him leaving made me feel that way! I felt my heart rip out of my chest when he didn't answer! That was all the proof I needed, though. I was weak and I am determined to change that starting with my look.

I stood and opened my eyes. I walked to the banana peel and picked it up, tossing it in the trash. I walked to the computer room and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen.

Mom can we have a mother-daughter day? I want new clothes and a whole new look! I want people to not know who I am anymore!

I folded the note and set it on my mother's pillow so she would see the note. I don't want to be fragile anymore. I want to be strong like Alli and be able to take this kind of stuff and move on, putting it in the past!

A/N: Here is my story! It is my first time doing a story for Degrassi and I haven't watched all of the episodes so I apologize if I get something wrong :) Please let me know what you think and if you have an idea then go ahead and let me know :)

Thank you for reading

Lynne1923