A/N- hey again guys! this was just something I came up with as I was reading some other stories with the same characters... but you guys don't care about that! lol
here's the story!!
Everyday I have to suffer. Go home to what I know I should want, but having to actually desire something totally different. I shouldn't have to go through this. Everyone else gets to have who they want, right? I mean, there's Quil with Claire... sure he has to wait till she's, like, at least fifteen... but normally, who the hell doesn't? Sam with Emily... even Bella and Edward get to have each other!
So why can't I have Leah?! She hasn't imprinted on anyone... so maybe she's just waiting for me... waiting for me to realize that I love her! Only, I have realized that! About two months ago, I finally noticed her. And I don't mean in the pack sense... because I've seen her, um, in between phases. Hell, everyone in the pack has seen her. But I actually noticed. Mesmorized every gentle curve and her flawless head of deep chesnut hair, cascading down to her lower back.
I'm gonna use one of the stupidest, cheesy lines that they use in the movies: I remember it like it was yesterday....
"I fink you fould juft drop da fubject!" Quil yelled, his mouth full as usual. He was trying to say, "I think you should just drop the subject!"... woah. I have spent wayyy too much time with Quil if I can understand his language. He was reffering to me teasing him about Claire. I should've just dropped it, but Leah was the one who started it, dammit! She was asking for it!
Everyone was having a small "Pack Picnic", as Emily likes to call it, after doing some patrolling. We were just hanging out on First Beach, talking, laughing, doing what we normally do. Nessie was nestled under my arm, as had become routine, when Leah said, "Hey, Nessie, you wanna come for a swim?"
Nessie jumped up before Leah had even finished her sentence... nearly breaking my arm in the process. I let out a shriek- hey! It was manly... no matter what Seth says. Nessie laughed her beautiful, musical laugh and leaned down to "kiss it and make it all better".
A half an hour later, Nessie and Leah were running out of the water. When I saw them, it was all I could do to not run in after her.
"Jeez, Jacob, control yourself. You'll have Nessie all to yourself soon enough," Sam laughed, closing my gaping mouth.
Only I wasn't staring at Nessie.
It was Leah I couldn't keep my eyes off of.
A/N- okay, I'm really sorry this was so short. I wrote this at, like, 11:30 at night. It was just something to do lol. Anyways... comment, please!! I'll love you!
And if you've read my stories before, just to let you know, I'm still working on Renesmee's Twilight, so don't give up on that! Also, I'm about to start TWO whole new stories... so keep your eyes open and put me on author alert!! luvs yous!
-Amber
