A/N: Alright this is a bit sad just to start off. This is post Chosen and Buffy is still having some thoughts about Spike and her love for him. The song is by Evenescence from their CD Fallen. I know a lot of people have used this song but, who cares?
Disclamer:
- I do not own Buffy: The Vampire Slayer
- This has been redone.
-I do not own any rights to the song My Immortal by Evenescence.
-Rated for gore.
My Immortal
By: HypnoticLady Stoner
Spike he was really gone he had just died holding her hand. What did she dostood there andwatched him. Hey, Spike may have been a bad man…vampire but, he had morals. Maybe shecould still save him; Willow's spell, no she could neverdo something like that. I know how it is.
He could be in heaven. No, Spike in heaven. He killed countless people. He's in hell for sure. The former slayer cried into her bloody hands she had been patrolling with her sister; one of the new gifted people with slayer strength, when the ground swallowed them up. All she new right now was she was bleeding very badly and she needed to find Dawn. When a familiar face just came to her thoughts; the strangest thing it felt like he was there.
I'm so tied of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone.
The former being that walked the earth walked over to Buffy slowly.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time con not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand though all these years
But you still have all of me
"Spike." came out of her dried chapped lips.
Can it really be him? Ouch,these cuts, they go deep I'm afraid I'll die before I can tell him the truth.
Buffy was soaked with her crimson red blood,dripping off her delicate fragile hands even a hell demon would have felt pity on her. Seeing Spike was all she could bare it made it harder for her to breath.
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
"Buffy its time to go home." the soothing voice came to her ears. Then she felt two masculent arms lift her up. At that moment she felt as if she would break in half.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This is pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all your fears
And I've held your hand though all of these years
But you still have all of me
"Your not going to die." his voice,in a whispered.
"Spike why are you helping me?"
"Cause I love you." he said. Setting her down in her bed then kissing her on her forehead and vanishing into dust.
"Bye luv'."
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along.
She shot upright in her bed looking herself over she realized it was all a dream.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all your fears
And I've held your hand though all of these years
But you still have all of me
"Spike."
A/N: Sad I know but, I hope you all enjoyed. Please I would really like some feedback!
Thank You,
('HypnoticLadyStoner')