A/N: Hey, here is my brand new story! Why does it have to be him?
Summary:
SAMS POV
How could he be so stupid? I didn't think I'd fall for the dork, but I did, in a strange way. I guess it was always there. Is it really that hard to figure out? We hate each other, or at least I thought we did. I wanted to know how he felt, but then I thought of his crush on Carly. So, now I'm at a dead end. He's in love with my best friend, and, even though I hate to admit it, I'm in love with him.
Just so we're clear, the story is entirely Sam's POV. ;)
Now the moment you've all been waiting for...
Here is Chapter 1 of my brand new story!
Chapter 1: iLose It
"I'm Carly!"
"I'm Sam!"
"..And welcome to iCarly!" I pressed the applause button on my remote.
"Whoooo!"
"First on iCarly," Carly started.
"We're gonna do one of our favorite things!"
"Messin' with Lewbert," I pressed the applause button again.
"Now, our friend Mark is waiting outside the lobby," I said a little quieter.
"He's gonna come in and confuse Lewbert, my nasty doorman."
"Freddie, cue the video," I said.
"Got it." I was surprised. I thought he'd shoot something back at me. He was doing that a lot lately. I thought he was hiding something from me and Carly.
Mark walked in and walked up to Lewbert's desk.
"What do you want?" Lewbert yelled obnoxiously.
Carly and I laughed. Lewbert was such an idiot. I know he doesn't like it, but it's just so funny!
"Can I get an extra large cheeseburger with a side of fries?"
"What?"
"Oh, can I have a Pepsi too?"
"No!"
"I need it in ten minutes, 'kay?"
"We don't sell anything!"
"Do you guys deliver?"
"No."
"Great. My house is down the street. Later." Mark left.
"We don't sell-" But Mark was already out the door. Lewbert let out an obnoxious scream.
Carly and I laughed. Even Fredpuss laughed.
"Next on iCarly..."
"Good show." Carly said, coming down the stairs.
"Yeah, I'm hungry," Sam said. Freddie rolled his eyes. Why am I not surprised?, Freddie thought. "You guys got ham?"
"Yeah, in the fridge," Carly smiled.
"Sweet!" Sam put her jacket on the couch and went into the kitchen.
"Should we tell her?" Freddie asked.
"I dunno." Sam came out of the kitchen.
"Aw, great!"
"What?" Carly questioned.
"My mom found my ham stash! She's gonna clean it out." I angrily took a bite of ham. "Later!"
"See ya!" Carly said.
"Bye," Freddie said. I left Carly's apartment.
"Freddie, I don't like keeping this from Sam."
"Me neither. Last time I kept something from her, she broke my arm."
"What are we gonna do."
"We can't do anything right now."
I was down in the lobby heading for the door when I realized I had left my jacket upstairs on Carly's couch. "Aw man!" I started back up the stairs.
"Hey you!" Lewbert called. What could that warthog want now?
"What?"
"No meat in my Lobby!"
"Aw, shut it!"
"Hey!"
"I don't need you tellin' me what to eat." I took a bite of my ham. What's with Lewbert anyway? It's like he likes to yell at people for doing nothing all the time. He has major problems. I started up the stairs.
I went back upstairs and the chain was hooked so I took it off. I froze.
"Oh, hi Sam. What's up?" I didn't move.
"Hi Sam..." Freddie said. Busted, Freddie thought.
"Wha...What?" I had just walked in on a Carly and Freddie make out session.
"I can explain."
"No, I understand perfectly. Why'd you keep this from me? Last time you told me! How is this any different?"
"Well, I guess it's not."
"Sorry, I interrupted."
"Wait! Sam!" I walked out. I didn't really know what had just happened.
I sat in my living room. My mom was out on a date with someone she met in jail. I was thinking. I went through what had happened too many times to count. What came over me?, I thought. I felt like I had completely lost it. I mean why did I care so much? Maybe I am losing it.
"Aw, man!" Freddie said, frustrated.
"I knew something like this would happen."
"Maybe we should have told her."
"Ya think?" Carly had a sarcastic tone. "Now she's mad. I told you!"
"There's no time to blame me. We just need to talk to Sam." I walked in, not expecting anyone to notice me.
"What are we gonna do?"
"I don't know."
"Well-" Carly stopped. "Sam?"
"Please let us explain."
"I just came here to get my jacket," I said. "I was so mad earlier I forgot it."
"Look we just-"
"You guys are together? I figured that out. I saw it coming."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, one, the night of the girl's choice dance I saw you through the window. And two, you guys were together before."
"Y-you saw that?" Carly blushed.
"Yup."
"But, Sam-"
"Why didn't you tell me? One of you guys could have had the guts to do it. So why didn't you."
"Look, if we promise just to stop keeping secrets, then will you be okay?"
"Maybe." I said. Then I remembered, "We've already made that promise. You guys broke it."
"But-"
"You guys let me down," I couldn't really tell you why I cared so much because I honestly don't know. I mean I hadn't been myself since I figured out that Carly and Freddie were dating behind my back. What was I gonna to say? You guys can't date 'cause I said so? I felt alone when I saw them a couple of days earlier. It was like my heart stopped beating and I couldn't breathe. "but I can't be mad at you forever. Will guys tell me everything from now on? No secrets?"
"We promise." Carly said. Freddie didn't say anything, but he gave a smile that told me he promised.
"Let's celebrate with the eating of ham!" For the first time, Freddie laughed at me instead of saying, "Surprise, surprise."
It had been a week since I walked in on Carly and Freddie. I was still a little irritated, but I forgave them. I was sitting in my room next to my window just thinking: I just wanna know why I felt alone. Then it hit me: Freddie. Freddie and I had shared our very first kiss together. It must have been that awkward moment. Who am I kidding?, I thought. Now I knew the answer. The answer to every single question in my mind, I was in love with the dork.