Ok this is a story that has been bouncing around in my head for a little bit. It just came up when I was watching this show on how Rape and hate crimes go hand in hand sometimes.
This is my first fic- ever- so please read and give all the feedback that you want wether it be good or bad. :)
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There are many things in this world that I have had to go through. Being the untouchable Rogue was a curse, just one of the few things that I have. If no one could touch me, then I couldn't get hurt right? Wrong. I found that out the hardest way possible.
Thanks to my "gift" , that four-letter word was the last thing that I was thinking about. Sure I had heard it a lot and it was discussed at school and during health class. I should have paid more attention. Especially when it was said that LOVE and RAPE can sometimes go hand in hand. HATE and RAPE are the ones that go in hand the most often.
I thought that was stupid at first. Why would the person you love put you through that? As for hating the person you rape, what did they do to earn that hate in the first place?. I asked myself that question when he did that to me. What did I do to make you hate me? I dont even have a name or face to go with that HE. Unfortunately for me, that HE was somehow able to counteract my mutation. He called me a "fucking mutie" right before he did it.
I keep on replaying that moment in my head. This wasn't how I had imagined losing my virginity. It was the most painful experience, it was even more painful then when I absorbed someone. If that's even possible. When he was done, to add insult to injury, he dropped a Friends of Humanity patch next to me.
I'm sitting in the medical ward at the institute right now and I ask myself: what am I supposed to do now?how am I supposed to feel? Hopefully someday I can answer that. Heck maybe even somebody else can. But right now I cant. The only thing that runs through my mind is that phrase, the first thing I heard when I woke up:"I'm sorry. You were raped".