How the hell I'm I supposed to survive

When all I can see is you

To live my life I try

But images are clouding my mind

How can you be gone when we've just found this?

How can something be gone before its even begun?

How can I be like this before your even missed?

How can I be left here again alone?

I miss you

I miss your smile

What do I do?

I miss your lips

I miss how you changed me

I miss those times when time stood still for you and I

Is that enough to make them understand?

To make them cry

This pain washes over me, drowning me

The sun no longer shines for me

And with each sad and painful day

I slowly go insane

Hey I kept my promise as you can tell

Forget you?

I never could and never will

Yet so far I have fell

Trying to get away from that last lingering image

Forever printed on my mind

I am forever under your spell

No matter how hard I try

I am haunted by your face

I am swamped by memories

But they can never replace

What we had

I can still feel your sweet embrace

I loved you

I love you

You've passed that boundary now

That I will never pass through

I wish I could forget you

Life would be so much easier

But you wont leave how ever hard I try

I wish I knew

That we had limited time

So who's going to wipe away these tears?

Who's going to help fight away my fears?

No one

You weren't supposed to go

Not yet

If only I had known

I have all the time

But not enough for you

Still I called you mine

I hope you knew

I know your still here

I can feel you

So I know you can hear

What I'm saying to you

You were my everything

I just didn't show it enough

Now your just another memory

Well I guess that's just tough

But I want you to know one thing

Our relationship may be severed

I may never see you again

But know one thing

I am yours forever….