DREAMING WITH A BROKEN HEART
Note: I'd like to dedicate this songfic to Roy… a close friend…
I don't own the song nor FMA. The song is entitled "Dreaming With A Broken Heart" performed by John Mayer.
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Roy and Riza had to separate for a while… She had a case to work on and it cost more than just bullets this time.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
It was 2 in the afternoon and Roy held out a hand to feel just the pillow beside him. He inhaled the scent of the pillow... his eyes started to water but he just dug his face in that pillow breathing it's smell. That fragrance that drove him crazy, the aroma of the love of his life, his keepsake.
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
He gets off his bed and into the kitchen. He seemed to see Riza cooking breakfast for him. He blinked twice and she disappeared. It made him wonder if Riza really was in his house, was she really there with him back then, was she the smile the made his morning worthwhile?
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
"Roy…" she sobbed into his shoulder as he patted her head (a/n: reminds you of something Roy?) "Riza…" he muttered in reply. "I'm so sorry…" she cried. "It's alright…" he comforted. She pushed him away so slowly and turned her back at him. She sniffed and after a few seconds she walked away, "Goodbye Colonel…"
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
"I hope you could stay… but I guess I can't pull you back… What made us stronger is pulling us apart… The Military" Roy mumbled to himself, he was to look over the country... not to stay by the side of the blonde general who'll risk her life for the sake of the place he runs. She turned to him again saluted, smiled and waved goodbye.
Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my , roses in my hands?
Roy inhaled deeply as he pulled on the thing underneath Riza's pillow. It was a photo album. He scanned through them and saw those memories flash in his head. their picture with Havoc, Fuery, Armstrong, Falman, Breda and Hughes. Their picture during the Christmas party, their best New Year's eve ever, Valentines' Day and each of their birthdays. Then the rose... the wilted rose she kept in there from their first date. How he missed her so much... He held his breath as he opened the files from the war...
Would you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
It's been months since they were torn apart and Roy got really sick.
The guys always did visit him, even Ed, Al and Winry. Little Elisia grew up too and visited him. However, he still wasn't happy. He wanted to be with her so much.
"Riza… why'd you have to go… where Maes is… don't worry now I'll be with you." he gasped for his last breath. The ECG beeped. Doctors rushed into the room and tried to revive him. They were unsuccessful…
'coz he was already in Riza and Maes' arms.
Okay… it's kinda sad but that's how I saw the meaning of the song. I just wanna say sorry if it sucked and I hope you review!!!
P.S. Roy y'know… I'm suddenly missing you…
Snickers N' Kisses,
Ri