A/N: Hiya! I wanted to write a poem so here ya go!

Suicide Relief

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His last request is to never to be served,

My head gets light as I look around,

My life is slowly losing its grasp,

I look to my chest but I know the blood will continue to drown my life,

I think back to what he said,

That fateful day he died,

He looked up to me with those amber eyes as his breath grew ragged,

He asked me to live in peace,

His hand fell limply by my side,

A hole was ripped in my heart,

I felt his body slowly turn cold,

My friends tried to comfort my tears,

I saw their pain and wished to cause them no more,

I tried so hard to answer his wish,

I even tried to smile,

It was fake,

I feel my breathing falter again,

Will he forgive my weakness,

I'm just so weak since he has left,

No I didn't starve,

My mind and heart are weak,

I truly loved this beast,

Well at least he was a beast to some,

To me he was a lost soul,

I loved him no matter how hard he pushed me away,

I saw the light I brought to his eyes with my smile,

I found him and loved him more when he realized he loved me as well,

Though with all the love I feel I can't live without this man,

Now I won't have to,

I have joined him in silent slumber,

I saw his sword abandoned in it's scabbard,

It beckoned to me,

I grasped it in my hand and thought back,

I would have no regrets,

I then jabbed the sword into my heart,

through the hole that was already there.

I never let out an anguished scream,

I knew how I would feel,

I'm happy now as my head gets lighter,

I will be with my love ,

My sight is beginning to blur,

Theres the light,

I've lost all feeling,

There is a numb pain of regret,

No I dont regret my mistake,

Mistake could it be,

The last sound of hurried footsteps reach my ear before I'm gone,

I look around at the bright light,

This is my new home,

The soft clouds look so warm,

So inviting,

Not without him though,

I'm calling his name but he's not coming,

I feel it my soul is being ripped back to my lifeless body,

Why would they take away my happiness,

This pink light it's so warm,

I don't understand,

Do they...they cant comprehend my pain,

I feel it again,

My body is warm,

The sword has been removed,

My blood is no longer flowing through the hole in my heart,

My heart is whole again,

My body has been healed,

Who's calling my name,

My eyes are regaining sight,

My shoulders are in a death like grip,

The shaking,

Is that a silver blur,

Amber eyes it cant be,

It is,

Inuyasha,

I call out his name,

My voice is weak and soft,

His ears twitch,

His smile broadens,

He wipes away any tears left on his cheek,

He knows it,

I'm back,

He lays down beside me giving me a chaste kiss on my numbed lips,

I'm tired,

I close my eyes,

Sleep is claiming me,

This is a sleep I will wake from,

Tomorrow though I won't wake alone,

My wish has been granted and our souls have returned,

Together we will be Happy again,

The curse that brought us together in the beginning has brought us back in the end.

Thank you Shikon No Tama.

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A/N: That was hard to write! I want to cry..I put a lot of emotion in to that. Please review and tell me what you think!

Kiwi-