A/N: Hey people! So, this is my fourth story so all I'm asking is for four reviews...please? Four reviews gets the next chapter but, if its ages before I get them then I'll just upload anyways! It's short, I know. Sorry...anyways, Enjoy.
Sirius watched as sweat poured down her face. Her features twisted in pain and he could feel her tight grip on his hand. She took a shakey breath and pushed again, letting out shrieks of pain every now and then.
It was only hours ago that they were planning the future, wondering what they would call the baby, if it would be a boy or girl, if it would take after its daddy, the messer or its mommy, the brainy one.
Now, as Sirius watched her trying to bring this baby into the world even though it caused her immense pain, he wondered if they would be better off without the baby.
He watched as the healers gave her words of encouragement, saying "almost there now" and "just push another few times", as they exchanged concerned looks and as one ran out of the room to call for the head healer.
The remaining one broke the trance Sirius was in with 7 words that made his blood run cold: "There are some complications with the baby". "W-what? Whats wrong? Whats happened? What are you going to do" he babbled, fearing for the worst. "The baby is too big to travel down and out through the vagina. We will have to perform a C-Section" the healer explained, glancing at the woman on the bed with a worried expression on her face.
"She will be ok, wont she?" he asked, worried for the baby and its beautiful mother. "We'll try our best" the healer said and ushered Sirius out of the room as the head healer came in, followed closely by the other healer. Sirius tried not to think of what had gone wrong. With the disease still in her system, who knew what was really wrong. He wandered around the hallways, buried in his own thoughts. He went down to the cafeteria to get something to eat but on the way down he saw so many couples with their newborn babies that by the time he had gotten to the cafeteria he felt sick to his stomach. He got a bottle of water and went back to the area outside the room she was in. He sat down on a chair and waited.
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Sirius didnt know how long had passed since he was kicked out of the room, all the knew was that that woman on the bed was having his baby, that because of him, she has to have her stomach sliced open and...that he loved her. He loved her, and he loved this baby, no matter what.
He opened the door just in time to hear the woman he loved flat-lining. The healers tried every spell they knew to try and re-start her heart, they even used a defibulator. Nothing worked.
Sirius collapsed against the doorframe, tears streaming down his face as he looked at the pale face of the dead woman in front of him. She was gone. The only woman he had ever fallen in love with was gone.
Hours later he was sitting in a cold, hard plastic chair that smelt of disinfectant, drinking luke-warm coffee that tasted like tar, still trying to process the fact that she was gone. A movement in front of him stirred him from his thoughts.
He looked up into the face of the same healer that told him there were complications, "Would you like anything, sir?" she asked, her voice wavering to think of what had happened to this man in the past 4 hours. Sirius thought for a moment and his eyes lit up, "I would like to see th-MY baby please". The healer hesitated and Sirius knew what was coming before she even said it. "Im sorry sir. The baby didnt make it either"