Hello everybody! I'm blossomel and this just happens to be my veryfirst fanfic, so please be nice! I am excepting flames, but don't be so harsh! I hope you all enjoy this as much as I did writing it.
Disclamer: This pains me but...I don't own the tean titans! But I do own Karen,HA
Kori-Starfire
Richard-Robin
Victor-Cyborg
Garfield-Beast Boy
Rachel- Raven
It's funny how you could be speaking and yet, I don't hear a sound but the rapid beating within my heart. I no longer know what it feels like to stand, for I am floating through clouds of cotton and softly landing amongst the stars. I wish you would cradle me in your arms and whisper in my ear, telling me that you love me and no one will ever enter your heart the way I did. But sadly, I can feel my world shatter as you repeat your cruel words," Kory, this is my girlfriend, Karen." This time I did hear you. I quickly erased my blank stare and placed on one of my famous million dollar smiles. "Hi! Nice to meet you." I heard my words come out and knew it was too late to take them back. "Hello, I've heard so much about you!" Wow, she thought she wants to become friends! I wanted to laugh in her face so hard, but that would just be weird. I smiled and excused myself politely and walked towards my room which was down the long hallway. I could feel my lip start to quiver as I opened my door. I felt warm tears run down my cheeks and die on my lips as I broke into silent sobs. I am so pathetic. I began asking myself what the hell just happened. I'm dreaming. That's right, I'm dreaming, and any moment I'll wake up from this nightmare and everything will go back normal. I waited foolishly and my waking never came. The pain is too real. I let myself close my eyes and fell asleep in a matter of moments.
I woke and glanced at my alarm clock which blinked 6:00 PM. I stood and made my way to my bathroom, where I soaked my face in cool water. I faced myself in the mirror and eyed my face. I ran my hand through my red hair and sighed. My green eyes looked so tired and so sad. I slowly walked to my door and came face to face with my mortal enemy. She jumped up in surprise. "Hi, um, I was wondering if you were ok, you've been in your room for hours," She actually sounded concerned! "I'm fine; I was just… reading a great book." Ok, now that sounded cheesy. I wanted to laugh my ass off. "Oh, well, we were just about to start dinner, and I made and apple cobbler for dessert," She said sweetly. We started walking toward the kitchen where we met with everyone.Victor and Gar argued over tofu, and meat, Rachel looking uninterested in what anyone was doing, and Robin smiled at the appearance of his new fricken girlfriend. After a few moments everyone began eating and started light conversations about different subjects. I watched asRichard planted small pecks along Karen's cheeks. I could feel my blood boiling within me. I wanted to cry. I wanted to laugh. I wanted to die. But most of all I wanted to be in her position. I wanted to know what it was like to be loved and be cared for. I was beginning to accept the fact that I was jealous and there was nothing I could do about it.
As the night slowly came to an end I walked to my room to think over what just happened. "How could he do this to me," I repeated over and over again in my head until I felt I was going crazy. I walked passedRichard's door and heard laughter and smooching noises. It made me sick to even think of what else they were planning on doing. I finally reached my room and in no hurry removed my clothing and replaced them with some sleep shorts and tank top. I let my body fall upon the soft purple silk sheets and savored every moment of that comfort. I closed my eyes and pictured myself in an unknown land. So peaceful, so quiet, so……..ZZZzzzzzzzzzz
I know it was a bit short but I'll try to make the chaps a little longer, sorry. I'll try to updateweekly, but be patient cuz I'm doing the best I could.Hope ya guys liked it! 3Blossomel