My first Seddie fanfic, or any fanfic for that matter, so wish me luck!
Sam's POV:
I was just there, laying on the couch. My mom was out, like usual. I still can't believe Carly is gone. She's on a plane on her way to Italy ... who knows when she'll come back. Today was awful. The only positive thing was the bike Spencer gave me. I feel like jumping on it and going away - forever. What am I supposed to do with my life now? iCarly is on hold, Carly is gone ... and that means I'll most likely never see Spencer, Gibby or Freddie again. Freddie ... I felt my eyes getting warm with tears. Frustrated, I wiped it away. What's the matter with me? I'm Sam Puckett, for crying out loud! I can't cry! I sighed. I've always been in love with Freddie. Ever since sixth grade. And it was killing me that he had a crush on my best friend, but I never knew why and just ignored it. I finally realised my true feelings that night in ninth grade on the fire escape ... with our first kiss. Sparks were flying like you can't believe, I had butterflies and my heart was beating out of my chest. That night I squealed in my pillow and told my diary all about how I kissed Fredward Benson, the boy of my dreams. But I continued to torture him, before someone notices. And when we dated back in eleventh grade ... it was the best few weeks of my life. I lied to Freddie when I told him I started liking him that day when I pushed him in front of the bike messenger, I had to think fast, because I was too embarassed to tell him it was when we kissed for the first time. And now I'll never see him again and he loves Carly ... I saw them kissing in the studio earlier today. I can't believe it! Tears filled my eyes again. I just shooked my head, wiped my eyes and stood up to go to bed and forget about this day. Just as I started walking towards my room, the doorbell went. I groaned. The last thing I felt like was people. Unwilling, I pulled the door open. My eyes widened.
"Hey ..." I said uncertainly.
"Hi," Freddie said and entered the house. Our hands brushed when he walked past me and I tried to ignore the electric current that just went through me. I closed the door.
"Whatcha doing here?" I asked.
"Just thought I'll keep you company. Where's your mom?"
"Don't know, don't care." For a few moments we just stood there, in awkward silence.
"Are you okay?" he suddenly asked.
"Yeah," I lied. "Why wouldn't I be?"
Freddie sighed.
"Sam, your best friend is gone. You're not okay."
"I am okay, Frednub!" I snapped. I paused for a moment. "What about you?"
"Oh, I'm cool. Just bummed 'cause the girl I love-"
"Carly, I know," I said. I can physically feel the pain in my heart. It was really hard not to burst in tears.
"What?" Freddie grinned. "Sam, I wasn't talking about Carly."
"Oh," I said sarcastically. "Then explain to me why you two kissed in the studio just before she left?"
Freddie grinned again.
"Sam, she kissed me, but in a friendship type of way. It was just her way of saying goodbye. I do love Carly, but more like a best friend or a sister. That's what the kiss made me realise."
I frowned.
"Then why did you pump your fist in the air?"
He smiled.
"Because when Carly kissed me and I finally realised I don't have any romantic feelings for her anymore, it also made me realised who I actually love. That's what I've been trying to figure out for quite a time now and I was just relieved about that."
I raised my eyebrows in curiousity.
"So ... who DO you love?"
He kept silent.
"Come ON, Benson, you can tell me! Who-"
I was cut off by him grabbing my waist and crashing his lips against mine. For a moment I was too shocked and confused to react. Then a warm, calm feeling spread over me. I closed my eyes and put my hands on his shoulders, returning the kiss. I wish I could pause the moment. Against my will, he pulled away. For a few moments I just stood there looking at him, trying to take in what just happened.
"Wh ... wh ... I ..." I started.
"I love you, Samantha Puckett."
I smiled and took a deep breath as I was overwhelmed with happiness.
"I love you too, Fredward Benson."
He smiled and leaned in to kiss me again.
"So," I said when we pulled away. "I guess this means we're dating again."
He smiled and pulled me into an embrace.
"Yes," he said. "Yes it does."
Well, that was my first fanfiction! What do you think? Please review!